Some Friends Last A Lifetime

bye

2006-12-30T12:31:00.000+08:00

byebye

2005-08-15T19:27:00.000+08:00

sunday was superb! words cant describe it.. kekeke. we do enjoy ourself dont we boys? hehe. will update when free.. having attachment now, for 4weeks! then holiday here we come! ok bye...

2005-07-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

hmm.. such a long time that i didnt blog.. so sorry blog readers. kekeke.. as if there are fans of ours out there.. the truth is.. Both of us are plainly lazy! hehe.. a'ha and lazy. anyway many things have happen.

1stly: i bought Ipod shuffle for $134.50

2ndly: i bought shoes!! 2 pairs. one is totally alike my bestfren's

such a coincidence! hehe.. her's is pink mine is lime green! cool huh?

den Him bought shoes.

and the total we spent on that day was $250.

so this month we spent like yeah near to $500!!

i mean including of everyday expenses!!

hehe.. gotta work man!

my bank is getting thinner n thinner!!

hehehe.

and ya.. went to ndp on sat. with the pri 5 as volunteers!

the show was reali great.

there were many military vehicles!

hehe.

and yesterday went to jb.

and i sent about $S40

Rabak..

spent like what..

but it was onli on gums

and

biscuits!

hehehe.

but i had fun.

i heard in the news like many ns man who are in the young age die..

they stressed thier heart out i guess.

erm.. scary.

Love you guys..

you should know who lah.

anyway i'm sick.

flu uh!

kekeke.

i wanna be well again.

oh ya me and my clicks cabut lecture for the e-plaza!

hahaha!

Thanks sweetheart..

2005-06-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

i'm going for holiday at batam.. cheap stuff.. especially food!! hehe.. see what i can get hiim there.. and maybe for u too.. if anything yg nice lah.. was kinda disappointed that u cant follow.. but it's okies. muackz!! hehehe.. i just sooooooooooooo loooooooooooooooooveeeeeeeeeeeeeee ya so much. seriously i'm just contented to be with ya. bottom line...

Gue Cinta Pada Mu!!

Hanim

2005-05-23T08:14:00.000+08:00

*sigh* tomorrow dah start school. hahah.. and you noe wat? i dun even know my timetable. i mean, i only know i have to be in school at nine. and thats only because fad told me last sat. heheh.. so, basically, i have no clue what to bring or which class tmr.. but nvm.. i have my frends.. hehehehe

hey, remember paige&blake? he's soo cute sey.. hahah.. but i still think brennan is so far the cutest! u nak tak the amazing race? 1 or 2? i can burn for you... i actually tot wanna watch together AR 1 with you.. we watch rob&brennan... but now cannot already... if u want, tell me la k.. or if anyone here want, can do.

UBIN was fantabulous! by the end of the day, all of us were like soo tired sey.. naik ferry back to changi sume like wanna sleep already. dah la tu, kaki wobbly. hehe.. but no matter how exhausted we were, i believe all of us really enjoyed ourselves!! reached ubin ard 10 plus.. den we rent bikes and cycle all around... went around the whole island. (thats wat fad say ah..) most of the time we went off-trail... den around 2 plus starts to get cloudy. so, we got out our ponchos, and hahahahah... u should see us man! one look like ali baba, one look like penguin.. me, i just look weird! haha.. den we cycled in the rain.. by tat time all dah betul2 penat sey..

finally finished our route and head back to the jetty. hujan pun dah berhenti, den we took the boat back to changi. and since we din feel like heading home, went to tamp after we change clothes, to eat at Mac. and talk and talk... and den, go tamp, and guess hu i saw?? YOU! hah! hehehe.. was a surprise huh..

last thought today: sigh.. tmr start sch... how incredibly fast time flies..

()()()()()(amalina; cant wait to graduate)()()()()()

aRgh!!!! (kekeke)

2005-05-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

okie..
seriously..
i'm lazy to blog..
tired to blog..
dont know what to blog..
attachment is great had fun..
staff great and have nothing to do..
kekeke.
well anyway..
i'm reali sooooo....
missssssinggg...
Him...
a lot..
reali reali alot..
it's almost like 1 week alreadi..
not even yet..
but i feel that it like so damn loooong..
and the thing is..
i dont know when's he's coming home..
he didnt bring his phone.
his phone is with me..
so..
i dont know.
well at least i get to chat with him on msn..
on the 15 may,he called on the 18 and 21 may..
but onli for like less den 3 mintues..
makes me miss him even more...
haiz..
anyway was suppose to go ubin with the girls..
but was kinda sacred..
futher more Him wasnt there..
so feel kinda unsafe..
cuz i never been there b4..
maybe next time aight? but miss u though..
kinda glad we meet at tamp..
anyway caught star wars episode 3..
i didnt catch the 1st and 2nd episode so dont know what is it all about..
but had fun.. cuz went with my cousins.. total 8 of us. age ranging from 7-29.. kekeke..
and so now back home..
missing him.
wondering when he will me home..
i reali do miss ya lots..
it's just less den a few..
but i feel that it's been so long alredi..
hope will just come back home..
wonder if u do miss me..
i guess u do..
that's why u call me right?
but i dont know.
kinda worrried about u..
cuz i tot sch start on the 24th..
but u say it's 30th..
hopefully it's 30th..
so u dont miss ur attachment..
or should i say project..
come home soon...

Hanim

2005-05-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

guess what i am currently watching? heheh.. amazing race season one. and oh my god, is brennan hot! i mean, seriously! he's so cute.. and rob has reaally nice hands. short and stocky. just how i like men's hands (fingers to be exact) to be. yeah yeah, im wierd. so far among my friends, only one of them is like me. as in look at a guys fingers. hehe.. siao eh? but, tats how i am.. not that its like a must have, but i just like to see those cute stocky fingers!

oh my, did i just wrote a whole paragraph on fingers? tats it. i need to continue the next few episodes tomorrow.

im up to ep 6 on the amazing race 1. comparing season 7 and season 1, there is tonnes of differences. in terms of how the filming is done, the whole game, the whole feel of the game. did you know that in season one they have to FIGURE out for themselves where to go? i mean, now, the clue will just say, go to (name of place). but in season one, they will only give pic of the building. they are not even told what country. and since its like a new game then, the whole thing is very fresh to watch. hey, did i mention brennan was cute?

so far, the production crew has really grown. i can see the different techniques used to film then and now. the first ep of season one, i felt giddy watching it. i guess like its the first time they are doing the filming so it has trips here and there. and one thing i love about season one was the different tasks they have to do. like riding elephant, going thru the rat temple, bungee jump, victoria falls, colosseum and not forgetting the glider plane. the fast forwards are more challenging than the current one.

aaand, guess what again? im gonna be watching season two soon. yay! paige & blake! hehehe.. cant wait!

{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{crazy me; amalina}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}

Busy..

2005-05-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

well.. one week of attachement is over.. so.. it's like.. 6 more weeks. but attachment at surgical ward 39 has been great.. nurses are friendly.. hehe. independent. hehe. anyway Him went to trengganu to visit his grandma.. not sure how many days.. and he did not bring his hp.. so there wont be any news of him. sheesh.. not even one day and i miss him already.. but we had fun yesterday.. with ameer. went to beach road.. and den watch coach carter. hehe. we had the trio hugs.. 3 people hugging together b4 he went home. reach home at 12.30am.. why? heavy rain after we watch movie.. at suntec.. had a hard time going home. whateva it is.. we had fun. kinda miss him though. sheesh..

Hanim

2005-05-12T07:47:00.000+08:00

watching the season finale of amazing race 7 really brought tears to my eyes. actually, i always cry when i watch the last episodes of some shows. like survivor or amazing race.. once during the bachelor 3. heheh. yeah. im not afraid to admit that. sometimes i also just cry when watching some shows.

so thats the end of amazing race 7 huh. i actually thought it might be more like challenging. overall rite, this season race doesnt have like so difficult tasks. i mean, honestly. chopping onions?

in case u are not aware who are the winners, its uchenna & joyce. im real happy for them by the way, although i had heard of this on the net. they are great people, but not so great racers. but no matter what, i still stand corrected -- rob and amber (specifically rob) are the best racers ive seen so far. dun believe me?

why they are great:
1. they are willing to take risks.
2. they concentrate on the RACE not the racers. *coughlynnalexcough*
3. they make quick decisions.
4. they dun blame the other for making mistakes.
5. they plan.
6. if they have to do a task, they do it.
7. when they do task, they do it well. slow & steady. (stacking books)
8. they really do love each other.
9. they dun fight.
10. no tempers flared.
11. very positive body language to each other all the way.
12. they treat the locals well.
13. they are just rob and amber.

oh gosh. i love those two.

however, on the other hand, i also know that romber wont win. i mean, that's just the way things are. not that im implying something here. although, i dun buy the whole plane-closed-then-open thing. i mean, are u kidding me?!

but all in all, great season. and i heard next season will be a four-person race. not too sure though. anyway, i hope spore will pick up romber's wedding and telecast it here. hopefully. if not, i have to figure out another way though.

as for ron/kelly? shut up ron. he IS getting irritating. i dunno. i like him still, but maybe not in the same way anymore. ah, i dunno.. hehe... he's still cute though.

2005-05-08T07:56:00.000+08:00

so, come on, how was it? hahaha... u got tanned huh? lucky smlm no heavy rain rite?? where did u go huh? im sure it was a very unpredictable day for you. rite?

i discovered something. guess what? im allergic to earphone. i mean the metallic part ah.. the doctor say i got like eczema. so now i kena use earphone yg rubber type. where to find sey? hmm.. takan nak pakai headphone sey.. tak gerek ah.. tak bole dengar player secretly in class la nie.. haiz.. see la how.. so sad...

well, im kinda excited for next week. 15 july... wee~ so fad, do we need to make anymore arrangement? like decide abt the things to bring.. the food.. time, where we meet... etc.. can i bring brownie? i tot wanna make. but issit suitable? i mean, some food not suitable for hiking activity rite.. not making a lot la, just one serving.

-----------------{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{amalina}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}{}---------------------

2005-05-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

i reali had fun today..

even though it was just a few hours.

Him and me

went out just the two of us.

to:

Rent vcds

buy chocolate

buy deodorant

eat roti prata at ubi.

drink bubble tea

hehehe..

for me, i definately have fun

with Him

he's jokes

and stuff..

hehehe.

and tmr he's coming over to watch American Idol

and to watch semlibu 2005

and also SAW!!

hahaha..

so i have decided to buy a new phone.

what u think of 6630?

nice right?

and Him going to get 3230..

or maybe i should get that.

hmm..

enta lah..

i love today..

cuz at last we went out together.

hehehe

muackz~

~hanim

2005-05-02T15:41:00.000+08:00

bored..

seriosuly bored.

hehe..

was suppose to out today

but cancelled.

hehehe.

yeah..

sold my phone for 250.

so now i have extra cash.

and u know

i know what we are going to do with the cash right?

i cant wait to get that thing..

so that i can get other stuff.

anyway..

it's been like..

wed,thurs,fri,sat,sun,mon

six days

that i didnt

meet him!!

arggh!!

Gosh..

i'm reali missing ya lots..

but dont worried..

we are going out soon..

to celebrate out anni.

hehehe.

we're going sentosa.

but i'm not sure when will that be.

well..

anyway i'm using 3100 now.

still..

i cant decide what phone to get later on.

hehehe.

what phone do u think i should get uh?

ideas?

no.. hmm..

so confused.

nvm.. i still have 3100.

but now it's naked. heheh

~hanim

2005-05-01T08:48:00.000+08:00

wow, 1st May already. time sure zooms past when you dun realize it. 8.48am. and here i am. after a hearty breakfast with my family minus my grandma (she go other people hse). hee. my parents went off to masjid for religious class and my sis is 'studying'. and by studying i mean staring at the book until she dozes off to sleep. sheesh. not that it doesn happen to me also sometimes.. guess its in our blood.

i really feel my whole body ached when nak bangun sey tadi. its like soo painful. and my eyes like cannot open at all sey. dunno how cum i was soo tired. but yesterday was absolute great! spend a day with my bestfrens. great day huh! i enjoyed just lazing around at marina bay and looking at the clouds. also when u guys were talking abt the hippo cloud, but i really just cant see the hippo! how cum ah? but it was great. we had free pizza, although the manager was acting like bleh just because we asked for pepper crush. and oh, we saw a cute 'orang putih' didn we nim? hahah.. sampaikan i suggested to hanim that if he sits at the corner which has like a window, she can just stand near the window and stare at the guy. hahah...

after about (i-dun-even-know-how-long-we-were-at-marina) hour, none of us want to go home yet, and so went to suntec for shopping. heh. window shopping la, specifically. BUM had a sale, very cheap sey.. and went inside. ends up hanim became the model, all baju she try, and fad and faizah bought some baju. too bad no bags on sale. if not, i'ld most likely buy. cuz BUM always has nice bags.

so, another great day out with the girls. fad commented tat if like each of us were like carrying three paper bags each, people will think we are having our 'girls night out'. hahah.. well, sure! in abt a years time, of cuz can! hee.

planned for an airport outing on monday, but dunno if confirm. as for our ubin trip, hopefully jadi. i have to confirm again, cuz i dunno when my ugama exam is. hopefully not on the day itself!

{amalina}

{i}{love}{you}

2005-04-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

yay!!

i went out today..

with Lina's poly mates.

ok-ok..

our frens.

had lotss of fun.

but b4 that went to parkway parade,

to get my phone

u know how much for the LCD SCREEN??

$75.08!!

aRGGH!!

and i have no casing to like protect it..

if it broke again..

den too bad have to i dunu..

so Fad, if u're readind this,

please tell me that u have the casing?

and it's free right?

kekeke..

kidding..

so went to parkway,

i thought both phone was repaired

but.. sheesh

only mine

aSH-hoo.

den after that went to carrefour..

den get our pizza and went to marina bay.

it was fun!

hehehe..

we just baring-baring

den see the could..

see what we can see

den almost all the things we see are the same.

imagination lah.

hehe..

den fad belanja us take taxi to suntec city

cost about

$6.70.

den we walk2 at suntec

for us (lina n me)

we just window shop

for fad and faizah

they bought clothes.

den after that amalina treat us ice cream

den i treat them

polar..

sooo..

onli faizah never belanja us huh?

hehehe..

but it's okies..

next time uh..

even having so much fun..

i think think about you.

you know who i'm talking abt right?

seems like he's having and enjoying his time

without me.

great.

hope u're happy.

hehehe.

so good nights girl frens and boy fren..

to girl fren

hope to see u guys on monday!

or whenever..

Love ya all!!

Hanim

2005-04-30T07:57:00.000+08:00

hmm..

so..

such a long

time since both

of us actually blog..

where's everyone goes?

hehehe..

well anyway here i'm woke up so early in the morning

cuz i couldnt sleep the whole night

because

the fan was noisy

well actuali i put two fans in the bed room

(room is alwys small)

(so the fans near each other)

(less den 1 metre away)

so i guess when

the winds from each fan met

they produced this loud sound

hehehe..

so when i reali woke up in the morning

den i like seperated them in a way that they wont meet..

(maybe about 1M)

well anyway i have been staying home since like the day...

i had my study week.

i think i just out like 3 times..

other den that i actuali stayed home..

cuz Him

didnt wanna go out..

so ya it's kinda good..

so i can give him the space that he needs.

well..

i just hope

he'll

be ok.

oh ya..

u know right lina

i dont reali hear malay songs

but since last month

sice my cousin

actuali gave me a song from

sheila on 7

and also

my bibik

listening to

a malay

radio station

and i heard this peter pan song

i reali like it..

and so..

i love this two band..

sheila on 7

and

peter pan.

hehehe..

but i prefer sheila on 7 anytime man!

the lead singer is so cute!!

Duta

erm..

but not now..

i mean last time..

without the mustache..

he look oh.. cute..

hehehe.

my defination of cute..

not urs.

so here's a picture of him and his wife

and his wife is..

oh so pretty..

hehehe

hehehe..

weird huh me

listenning to indonesia song?

well..

people change and to change for the better

it takes time.

so be patient.

hehehe.

and

i hope i'm going out today.

hehehe..

-Hanim

2005-04-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

So, yeah just caught american idol

and he's out..

was quite a shocker.

even paula cried.

this fellow was suppose to be out

such a lucky guy.

hmm..

anyway life suck's.

not all some.

just sick and tired of it.

arghh!!

well this is one of my fav oc character.

cute tak?

and i think this lady is reali pretty..

and there's the cast of the oc.

the main character.

i seriously wish that my life is like them.

so heaven.

i'm so F*cked up now.

seriously

F*CKED UP!

ARGH!!

2005-04-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

so i'm typing here again,

to tell you guys that..

i finish watching the whole episode of

the oc season two!

and i must say i love it!

especially ryan's brother, trey

and zach!

yay!

these two is sooo.. cute..

gosh i'm drooling!

hehehe.

i guess..

Him's still sleeping.

and now i dunu what series to watch.

hmm..

and u know somehing?

i slept at 12am, and woke up at 5.30am.

cuz my dear cousin keep talking to me.

later i'm going to bed.

and i dont think we're going ice skating today.

maybe on monday.

and to heryani and hidayah, i cant out on friday

i going www with the double A's.

how abt tmr?

and saturday i'm meeting you again!

yay!

Hanim

2005-04-27T10:04:00.000+08:00

so i was like typing away and suddenly the pc shuts down by itself..

sheesh..

so anyway yesterday i went out with Him Only.

had a great time..

irritatingly great

irritatingly fun

irritatingly funny..

1st we went to parkway

to repair the phones

(after some time uh)

eat banquet..

after that we went to

marina sq.

to watch

the movie was ok, not bad actuali

b4 watching the movie,

Him wanted to bad to play pool

next time okies?

hehehe..

den we saw cute guy and a cute girl..

we both like them..

and we saw a guy who have breast and wore makeup working at marina sq giant.

him was so scared to talk to her/him.

hehehe.

den we went to penisular to see Him soccer boot.

but he havent decided yet which one to buy yet.

den we went home.

at home we play game.

he versus my parents (puzzle bubbles)

my parents so addicted to that game.

den he reach home and 10.30pm

bringing the game home.

for today,

i'm not sure what's the plan.

and to lina, fad and faizah

so sorrie i threw the doritos wrapper.

i didnt remember until i was at giant.

hehehe..

hanim

It's finally Wednesday.

2005-04-27T09:57:00.000+08:00

and you know what's on wed? obviously... do i even need to ask? of course, the amazing race 7. the best bestest yet. cant wait, cant wait. i think its gonna be non-elimination though. oh well, whatever it is, i just want romber to be in the final 3. but if they win, that's even better! i loved how team america and romber is like sooo competitive but at the same time quite close with one another. see? romber is and can be nice. they are not all evil! in fact, i dun even find them mean. unlike some teams...

these past week has been quite bad for me though. well, firstly, i think im having a cold war with my dad. u noe, the kind that u dun talk at all. and only utter things that is important.. well, yeah. i think tats what is happening now. furthermore the past two days he was werking, so all the more i didn talk to him. and its all because of his darn fishes. im so angry with him. its not specifically the fish, but i think the fish thing is the climax for me. the first thing happened on friday night. well, i was browsing atomfilm, which is a compilation of short films. den i was watching this drama, which happens to have a bed scene. and i have to point out, the bed scene is NOTHING. it only have two people, with their night attire (guy wearing boxers, girl wearing lingerie). and it happen that my dad walked into my room at THAT exact moment where the two actors was on the bed. and u know whats the first thing he said to me? his exact words were, "Oh, kau sekarang dah pandai tengok nie semua eh?!" WTF man! i was so pissed! i mean, he straight away accused me of something, out of NOTHING! again i repeat, there is no porn, or sex scene. gowd!!!!!!!!!! i hate him i haate him. and my mom, she also another one. after that outburst, she is like peeping at the monitor. and i was so iritated that i said, "dun worry la, no sex. its not porn" i cant believe my parents.

and oh, the fish thing. its kinda lame incident, but i guess i was still angry with him that anything he do or said just pisses me off. ok. u noe, fishes eat this like round round things rite. i dun even wanna find out what its called. ok. well, my dad specifically like to rendam these things and then use a net to squeeze them till they become like soft. i have always thought tat that whole process is completely unnecessary. i mean, just pour some in la. so leceh man. and so, one night, specifically sunday night, my dad was not at home. so i have to feed the fish. i always forget to feed it, and will only remember around 9.30. which is when he is usually just arriving home. so, i rushed to rendam the thing cuz i noe he will be back soon. and just a few minutes after rendam, i decided to skip the squeezing part and just pour the things cuz i tot its soft already. but then when he came home, i didn realize that there are still alot of the things left in the tank. apparently, the thing is not soft enuf. and my dad was angry with me. he say, "lain kali kalau tak nak kasi ikan makan, jangan buat la." yeah right. as if i have a choice! the only person beside him that will feed the fish is ME!! and he said that to me!! i think tat its quite a lame incident. but i guess that thats the climax. im so sick and tired of him. arrgh!!

and ironically, just a few weeks back i was talking about loving ur parents. bah! scratch that!

another thing is that these past few days my bones is like giving me problems. sometimes it would just sting, and sometimes, if i like terlanggar something sikit jer, it gets quite painful. i hope im just being paranoid. because when it comes to health, im very easily scared about it. i mean, who dont?

2005-04-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. hehehe.

so today stayed most of the time at home

after that..

at about 8pm

went out to return the remaining disc..

hehehe.

den eat at breeks

with we spent about $40

hmm..

been spending alot..

but not too worry

my attachment

is on the way

so in that way

we wont be spending much

hehehe.

so tmr..

we'll date..

yay!

just Him and me.

hehehe..

wee..

yeah i know ur feelings for me have been edggy..

as in kinda lesser..

hehehe..

dued to stuff..

hahaha

u know lina..

that day we talk abt..

well anyway i can see it too..

so yeah..
i know..
i dont mind that at all..
but yeah
just hope that strong feeling will come by u again one day.
still love ya though..
know u do too..
but not as strong.
well..

space, space, space i must give ya..

but not now..

maybe later when

i have my attachement..

hehehe..
nights.
cant wait for tmr..

~hanim

2005-04-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

yup, yup..

yesterday was great!

i did say that alreadi right?

so today skipped the plan..

tired lah..

and tmr's plan's oso off..

cuz going Jb..

My parents lah.

i'll ask if they going angsana.

then can get u the Popiah..

talking abt that..

Him said that if the next Pope's name was piah..

then they can call him pope piah..

not trying to make fun..

was just thinking.

but..

it's pope ben something2..

so yeah.. wonder what gonna do tmr.

wanna out like lazy..

so maybe just lazy around at home.

anyway cant with to go next outing with U (lina)

even if it's the two of us..

sure hell lots of fun..

maybe heaven lots of fun!

hehehe..

oh yeah watch The oc episode 9,10 and 11..

goona watch more!

weee..

Lesbians in the house!!

hahaha..

oh ya abt shooping and looking for two hours..

it's like so us..

hehehe..

at times Him get the dizzy spell

for staying in a shop too long

well..

dued to the lighting lah

hehhee.. hmm..

we just cant decide can we?

or maybe..

want it to be valuble for money!

$$$

hahaha

Hanim

2005-04-24T10:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday was great! hurhur. dontcha think? i think so. was supposed to meet with two other people, but too bad, shit happens. hehehx.. so, just spent time with my bestest friend. you-know-who. hehe.. no la.. my bestest fren in the whole wide world, *great big hug* YOU. *muaksie* thanx for the wonderfully fun day. yuppie do.

we didn do much actually. didn even went shopping. at first we wanted to go wisma so i can send my phone to the repair centre, but we were too busy doing something (special) that we didn even sampai to wisma. but den again, tats the kind of thing tat only we will do, rite nim? spend more than 2 hours on something. but it was fun, i cant wait to see the thing! heeheheh. den lunch also we just bought some donuts and green tea and sit near the pavement. our own picnic. but next time we take seat ah k.. susah ah duduk sebelah pokok.. hehe..

next week, mit again? yay!! hopefully jadi, so can eat the pizza. if not, wasted sey...

kla, going to class. bye!! love ya! *kiss kiss*

{amalina}{loves}{you}

2005-04-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

yeah..Looong Plan

alwys..

but wonder if it gonna work..

so anyway went out today with...

My Bestest Fren On Earth..

ONLY..

cuz her fren cancelled on us!!

BOO-HOO..

Shame on u guys!!

kekeke..

had a great and wonderful time..

we talk alot.. to catch up with each other..

and we dont feel akward at all..

cool kan?

so weekly must meet u know..

kekeke..

so the akward moment dont be felt..

so today spent another $50

u know.. i know uh..

kekeke..

so two days total =$110..

left with $400 plus to spent until october.. or rather end of year..

depends.

hehehe gonna do my calcutation later.

but had fun.. greal and wonderful evening..

i so love the evening..

no pictures..

cuz both are so engross with each other..

hehehe.

so yeah.. nest week we out again..

oh ya.. forgot to give ya my hugs and kisses tadi.

so here..

*muackz*

*huggies*

hehehe. although 1st2 was akward..

but i did the talking and chatting 1st glad it works..

hehehe.. so love the outing.

so yeah.. tmr's plan most likely on..

monday what's for monday. hehehe.

anyway went to tamp den all the way to plaza singa.

had reali fun2 time right?

*shit happens*

hahaha.

nights darlins A's..

Love all of you..

and i've watched the oc episode 5,6 and 7.. woo! hehehe..

Hanim

wat a lonng plan!!

2005-04-23T09:01:00.000+08:00

you seem pretty busy.. heheh.. but biasela, out of a lot of plans, we only always manage to fulfill less han half of it. (usually ah.. rite?) nim, are bringing ur beg today? erm... cuz i nak give u something. but if u bring, which beg u bringing? cuz i kluar tak bawa beg. hmm.. aiyah, see la. anyway, today the pizza hut, we'll get free pizzas. 2 pizza actually. so, we only need to maybe order other things. and dunno ah.. see la k.. actually i tot of going to sony ericsson repair centre. at wisma got one. but since we going PS, im not too sure. so i dunno if after lunch where we going.. if not, i go pasir ri or wat.

wah, kite-flying sey... but, tmr i cant la. i got other plans. hehe.. sorry.. morning i got ugama n den petang im going out. neway, how he did for his exams? pass tak?

i was thinking about the animals thing. so scary sey. u heard abt it? zoo is closed for about a week. i dunno la, but tat socai told me. i have very bad feelings abt animals making trouble. cuz, u noe, animls have this sixth sense rite.. den takkan tak pasal pasal they like make chaos. lagi not only at spore per.. so coincidental meh? i hope im just being paranoid...

smlm i dreamt of wat u noe? i dreamt tat im going africa. den like i follow someone hu i tot is going the same way, but in the end no. so, kira like i have to patah balik den figure out how to go africa. i think ive been seeing too much amazing race. hahah.. oh, and by the way, rob and amber is married already. hehehe... at bahamas sey... wow..

{amalina}{is}{bored}{yeah}

2005-04-22T22:01:00.000+08:00

hmm.. was typing half way then the pc went dead..

so here i m..

RETYPING EVERY WORD.

so about Ami..

gosh..

i love his hair.

u know like now some of the org melayu

have that kinda hair

but..

look dirty

cuz..

they dont wash it

i think..

because it's too expensive.

anyway u should see his hair

it's beautiful..

Ok back to today..

man!

i had fun with the double A's.

Really fun!!

The Plan was:

No.1 : Cut my hair

No. 2 : Buy new games for ps2

No.3 : Repair phones

No.4 : Window shop for Sq cut levi's jeans

No. 5: Shop for healthy foods

No. 6: Buy nasi briyani at bendemer.

But..

I Only did..
No. 2, 5 (sikit jer) and 6.

cuz..

For no. 1:

i had no confident with the person at the $10 hair cut shop.

so maybe tmr or sunday i cut lah at plaza sing or park way.

No.3

Nokia shop at century sq. was close for renovation.

No.5

i just bought some high dietry fibres. (one ajer)

must shop more.

No.6

Went to the guys shop. den was told lady's version beside Op shop

but after that i forgot to drop by.

so.. that's why.

spent about total $60.

on the games and food.

no.. i'm not complaining.

cuz i had fun.

and i love it.

anyway..

i was thinking i got extra cash.

so why not.

i nearly meet my target for saving

for this year.

so why not? right?

yeah! we're finally meeting! woo-hoo!

For Tmr plan:

All i know is to return Vcds and maybe Cut my hair.

if i look at the hair dresser and is confident with him/her.

and look at how he/she cuts others hairs.

and fruits for my mum.

Sunday plan with him

(cuz no followers Yet):

No. 1 : Eat at banquet (parkway)

No. 2 : Buy snacks

No. 3 : Play Kite

No. 4 : Repair Phones

No. 5 : Cut hair (if tmr never cut.)

No. 6 : see sq cut levi's jeans

No. 7 : shop for fruits (if tmr never buy)

No. 8 : healthy foods.

Be back by 8pm if can.. hehehe..

wanna join?

Play kite tau!!

u never play kan? join uh!!

anyone wanna join is invited.

hehehe..

To you lina: yeah!! we're finally meeting!

To Him & Ameer (double A's)

Thanks for the wonderful evening!

Hanim

2005-04-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

cannot comment anything about american idol cuz i never get to catch it. hehe.. only like to watch the auditions. so, sorry abt that. his hair looks cool though. i like the second pic.. the last pic is what? a badge? oh, and he's a teacher? wow.. interesting.. oh, speaking abt hair, i did cut it. my hair i mean. yeay! i didn know cutting ur own hair was so much fun! so i just kept snipping and snipping until i felt that 'o'oh, cannot cut anymore cuzz later no more hair to tie.' its not senget ah, but then not nice also. well, even if senget, u wont see. kehkeh. tats the main reason why i dare to cut. i mean, if not, i wouldnt risk going out with jagged hair.

walau, my dad today go johor den never even inform my mum. even if skejap, he mcm tak bilang mcm tak baik gitu. den when my mum call, she really tot i bluff her say my dad go johor. aiyah, den he go johor never buy my favourite food. what is it? u know angsana plaza at JB there, there's this sort of 'trolley' stall. or they call it push-cart stalls if im not wrong. well, one of the stall sells 'crispy popiah'. and i tell you, i can eat one whole roll by myself. yum yum! its crispy, soft, and just delicious. the unique ingredient is some crispy thing they put inside. i also dunno wat actually, but who cares. its really delicious. my, im drooling as it is now. haiz... so, next time go johor, tell ur dad or mum to go angsana and try the crispy popiah. the stall is at level 1. same level as the pizza hut there.. just before the foodcourt. highly recommended! hehe... and if u buy, dun forget for me also ah. hehehe..

}amalina{

I Love Anwar Robinson!

2005-04-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

What a wonderful world by: Anwar Robinson

*boo hoo* my fav american idol is out!!

(just look at his face.. sooo cute!!)

(and his hair is so coool!!)

and that sucks! Ami goonna be draggy.

actuali not i still have my bo bice.

hehehe..

but still anwar is my no.1 fav.

haiz..

i tot he gonna be in top 3.

haiz..

totally unexpected.

scott was suppose to be out.

out!!

he's so lucky.

but he's sucky.

maybe he choose the wrong song.

if release an album..

most likely i'll buy it.

hehehe.

i'm gonna miss seeing you on tv Anwar.

so.. i put up his song. nice right?

which americans didnt vote for him??!

hehehehe.

Anwar will be my all time fav. american idol.

he just have this kind eyes.

well anyway he's a teacher.

hehehe.

I Love Anwar Robinson!

"If you put your best foot forward and believe in yourself, you'll be able to go far...maybe further than you could ever imagine."

Anwar Robinson

And i believe he will go far. i mean he have the looks and the voice.
such a waste.
but still..
i adore him.
so does my family.

Hanim

who would have thunk?!

2005-04-21T09:48:00.000+08:00

"Lynn & Alex, you are the last team to arrive. Im sorry to tell you that you're both been eliminated from the race"-

Yessa!!!!! WOO~~~ Not that i wasnt aware.. (read previous entry) hehe.. but, swit!! karma does exist. so anyway, i also think that romber wont win la. why? cuz i dun think they actually need the money. even their wedding will be sponsored. lucky couple. so, the million will only make them richer la. but dunno ah.. from the way they race, i can only say that they are GREAT, excellent racers! blah. admit it. u know it too. maybe joyce&uchenna or ron&kelly ah.. but no matter what, i dun want to find out from the net who's the winner. cuz the last leg would definitely be a blast!

wow.. i still cant believe that the fast forward yesterday is for them to shave their heads. i mean, for real? it really is a big sacrifice man. and lucky for the rest that they didn take the fast forward. i mean, can you imagine of rob and amber shaving their heads? or ron or kelly? wow.. that would have been real fun to watch. and just the thought of amber's head shaved.... i cant even say it. somemore their wedding is coming. so, again, wow. would love to see THAT happen.

joyce was really brave though. come on, shaving heads? i honestly think its really a tough fast forward. luckily uchenna is already bald. again, amber, bald? *imagining imagining* the race was so tension man yesterday. everyone was really up to here *points to a height i cant even reach* and i was laughing like hell watching team america(ron&kelly) and romber(pretty obvious who this is) scrambling to the pitstop. and seeing rob helping amber jump the rocks(?), i went AWWW... so swit.. and oh! amber's camel wanted to walk the other way just a few centimetres before their finishing line? priceless.

im gonna cut my hair today. keep asking my dad for the scissors but he dunno where it is. im gonna cut it myself. not in the shop. why? cuz well, i think it will be fun. wouldnt it? hehehe.. but i dunno how to cut la.. nevermind, can just learn. mummy ask how the heck im gonna cut it myself. my answer? follow my instinct. good answer? thought so.

*drum rolls.......*
AND the result is........................................ (highlight down)

I passed!~ woohoo~

year three, here i come!!!

{amalina- not too happy with the results though.. but passed. *whew*}

2005-04-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. why lak u dont like them? i lak cant wait for amber and rob to lose!! hehehe cuz they will be like 2million rich! argh!!! hehehe.. hope they do not win. anyway i oso like to check who is out to avoid unnessesary stress. hehehe. dah try lah and i suck playing pool. play both cant tak? hehehe.. and what time out? anyway we're a'ok. hehehe. and i miss ya too. seems like we're getting nearer and nearer to each other cuz i alwys tell ya my probs.. hehehe.. oh.. i'm so in love with you guys. (A's) hehehe hope u get what i mean..if u dont it refers to u him and ameer lah.. all a what save space. hehehe..and yeah good luck on ur result.

hanim.

darn!

2005-04-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

i was just surfing around and as luck would have it, i accidentally found out whho will be philiminated tonight. argh!! cuz well, singpore wasnt exactly showing live, and u noe those internet peeps who will put up news just a few nanosecond after it was revealed. so, yeah, just one hour before the race starts i know who is out. normally i wouldt mind. some past seasons of reality shows i even try to find out who is th wnner before i even watch it. but, this season was too fun to miss. but its ok. the team also not the one i like, so, i won feel stressed today. hahah...

annnd.......

24 more hours before my results!!! cant wait, cant wait...

{amalina}

2005-04-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

oo boy, we are playing punked now huh? hehe.. u must be reeeeally darn bored arent u.. for me, im getting real stressed. arrgh!! about what? cascading style sheets. its something abt the web la. blergh.. i really really wanna learn, but its so difficult. confusing sey.. haiz. even though i have all the time to learn it, i dun have the patience! should i give up??

u wont believe it. i actually enjoyed doing these housework. hahah. unbelievable... but its true. now i enjoy scrubbing the floor, iron daddy clothes etc... that's what living at home does to you. and thats why, we need to meet up on sat!! cuz i dun think i can sit at home in the weekends. any idea where to go?? i thought of going where u noe, ermmm... fad, u remember tat corina say watching sunset? at where issit? marina bay ah? hehe.. no no.. its somewhere else.. but tak salah very far rite? aiyo... hmm.. or anywhere la.. hey, maybe can go play pool. nim, u nak main pool?

aiyah.... whatever la... anywhere also can ah......

_BLERGH! _
{amalina}

2005-04-20T14:11:00.000+08:00

it's soo.. killing me..

i'm bored dead at home.

havent eaten a proper meal since like sunday.

cuz i like erm.. dont reali like my maid's cooking.

and Him wouldnt wanna out with me.

have some kinda misunderstanding..

and we taking off time each other.

and that is reali killing me.

i'm so hungry.. trying to msg him if he wanna eat out.

but he'll surely give a dumb reason

that eating too much outside food will kill you.

whateva.

i'm kinda piss off. to tell you the truth i dont know what u want.

u're just driving me nuts.

well..not reali. at least we talk in msn.

yeah but strangers.

Strangers.

i repeat strangers.

okies.

i dont know what to write. dont wanna eleborate on how i feel.

it just feel so sucky.

I'm totally dead bored.

i feel like going out to amalina's house.

wait i shall msg you.

i'm bored.

take care.

whateva i wrote i'm just kidding.

u'all been punked.

so again

take care.

hahaha.

~Hanim

2005-04-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so all my plan cock up.. say few wrong things and that's it..anyway only watch one movie which is..

and did nothing else.

cute and funny movie. love all of them.

day was a disaster!! great big disaster!!
shall not eleborate.

I love You

anyway movie was ok. hope tmr's still on. take ur time thinking. if tmr not on. it's okies. another day.

I Love You

and could never ever love anyone like i love you.

~hanim

2005-04-18T19:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.. Him just went home from playing games.. hehehe..

1stly: to Him i'm reali sorry that i beat ya up in anger. was my fault. i'm not a sore-loser i dont mind losing but i did tell ya to stop laughing at me with ur irritating laugh. so once again so sorry. and sorry for saying ur plans are boring. but please stop telling me to date other guys if i wanted fun since u say that u're boring. u're fun. anyway if i want to, i would. so please.
2ndly: thank you for not hitting me back and accepting my apology in an instant.
3rdly: i love you
i really do.

so didnt went out today plan cancelled so end up playing games together him and my two brothers. played worms! fav. game all time! hehehe.. i team up with him. bros team up with each other.

so tmr plan:
1st: Sell my Phone
2nd: repair my phone and cousin phone
3rd: cut my hair

4th: watch movie (the pacifier)
5th: lunch/dinner

(maybe plan will change will update tmr)
well hope all goes into plan.. maybe watch two movie. hehehe.

here's a list of thing that i wanna do in these 3 weeks:

1st: work (the last 2 weeks of holidays)
2nd: eat chocolate buffet at fullerton (that's will never happen)
3rd: eat buffet lunch or dinner at a hotel (that's halal doubt this happen too_
4th: cycling
5th:bowling
6th:ice skating

7th: pool (if me and him this is out)
8th:movies and more movies
9th: new phone

10th: new levi's square jeans.
11th: wild wild wet

12th: swimming at jurong

13th: banquet at raffles place and jurong point.
14th: go sentosa

15th: go ubin

16th: spent time with lina

17th: spent time with poly mates

18th: spent time with him

(the wants are not in order doesnt mean no.1 means i want that the most)

hehehe.. these are my wish list but most of them wont come thru.. heheh.. what i need is $$$. heheheh. okies cant wait to date tmr!

~hanim

2005-04-17T18:10:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wait need to go toilet and shit.. hehehe.. okies i'm back. Him just went home after playing ps2.. well he went out in some kinda moody way.. hmm.. anyway yay! i will get $250 singtel voucher from mummy if i just gave her $50 and and cheap phone. any workable cheap phone.. does anyone have extra phone that u guys wanna sell? if not i gotta go to shop lah.. to check it out.. still cant decide what phone i would like to have.. i want a phone with 1.3mega pix. with mp3 and radio.. so i need not use digital camera, and mp3!!weee... hehehe.. and my lovely cousin said can use installment using her citibank card but must pay her monthly lah.. hehhee.. she said Him can use installment using her bank card too.. anyway i rather pay in installment cuz there's no interest! that's the cool thing.. why wanna pay in one lump sum when u can pay slowly.. hehehe.. cant decide on what phone to get.. Him wanna get 6600.. wonder if that is still available.. hehehe.. muackz! toodles.. to never go out.. tmr.. Him planning so don't know what's in store.. u wanna follow lina?

~hanim

2005-04-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

i put song nice tak? hehhee.. erm.. so tiny eh the buttons.. anyway the song is dedicated to u guys.. hahaha.. especially Him.. I'M REALI VERY SORRY i'm just sorrie for ya everything.. i reali do.. yes u're right i dont know how to take care of ur heart.. i have been and alwys will be selfish i guess in ur eyes.. cuz u dont know what my intention is.. and yesh maybe i'm selfish and self centred. i'm sorrie..i know that at times i can be such a jerk (can jerk be use for a girl?) hehehe.

so.. did i blog yesterday? i guess i did but in the afternoon right? hehehe.. so yesterday night was a blast.. the whole family plus him watch movie at my place. after that we played ps2.. until very2 late at night.. i ending up sleeping with my bibik and ameer in the living room. seriously yesterday i feel so akward.. u know why? cuz no more exam to study for.. so u'll feel like so lost cuz u've been studying the pass few days.. agree? hehehe.. and Him! errggh!!! he was reali letting out german gasES!! (plural!!!) god! it was so horrible.. like nueclear bomb! wonder what he eat.. i reali laugh liek hell when he let the gases off.. i know u didnt mean it.. hehehe.. my mum joke that she owe him one wind.. means my mum wanna fart infront of him.. pay back time.

sheesh.. him can reali bland into the family.. i reali love him so much.. and yeash i cant get enuf of him.. that explains why i'm out with him every single day without getting bored..but for me.. i dont reali bland well with his family..(i think so) cuz yeah they dont reali talk to me. Him sister are all quiet, one is pretty the other one such a grrr... and his mum dont talk much either.. so feel out of place if i'm there he's the onli person i'll talk too. maybe yeah his mum dont reali know how to start a conversaton with me or what or maybe just me. and yesh.. him much is reali very strict. she practically very strict in religion altough she not strict in general she's strict in that.. to tell u the truth.. i cant even walk close with him or actuali even out with him lah.. no-no.. his mum is reali great.. just that she's stirct lah.. that's all. not that she's doesnt like me.. but just that she's strict but i wonder if she actuali like me in the 1st place? ok-ok i shall ask..him now.. anyway u know how tak it's like me going to ur house is like going to his house with u onli to talk to (i'm refering to u) like ur sister dont talk to me. onli at times when i open some small talk but it just stop at that. seriously.. maybe it's just me or what? maybe she's just strict lah.. but she know that i'm his fren.. not sure if she knows that we're more than that.. maybe in her eyes it's just fren.. but to her i'm onli him only close girl fren lah..haiz.. i dont know. i just feel so jealous that my parents reali like him and me? he alwys come by my house since we live near and if he dont come.. my dad especially will ask is he coming and stuff.. i dunu if his parents likes me cuz his mum is just too strict abt this. so i did ask him and he havent reply yet..

anyway today is a great day again i bought a new phone.. nokia 6880 u know the 3g phone.. dunu check it out.. no need to be jealous cuz i'm just kidding!! ahahah.. it's my cousin phone actuali.. she just bought it when her phone slip from her hand and cannot be on anymore.. hehehe.. i'm so jealous. i tot of buying too but $1028 for a phone? was in the hello shop for 1hr 30mins.. sheesh.. anyway i'm tired of nokia 6230.. i wanna phone that not many people will be using lah. so i might get nokia 6880.. but see first.. hehehe.. b4 that we went to watch Guess Who.. show was not bad kinda funny and kutcher was great love him man! heheh.. and den went to eat burger king.. hehehe.. she treat lah.. den saw him's fren (yeah i know them) was kinda jealous with the girl..(well he use to be reali close and they use to like each other but Him move too slow. he's shy as alwys.. he didnt tell her.. until he was with me.. i was the one who dare him and she said he likes him too in the past) she's just pretty..onli a little dark.. and i'm fair.. but she's pretty, cute.. smart funnnie..know when and where to be serious and joke around.. sheesh.. she looks like jeslina hashim and fiona xie.. onli she's kinda short.. haiz..i wish i was a little bit prettier ok-ok i know.. i should be thankful taht i'm lengkap.. hehehe.. Alhamdulilah. thank god. ok-ok i'll stop here.. going to bath and sleep.. wanna dream abt my dream phone..

and his reply was.. he'll ask for me.. sheesh..

Anyway Him.. i'm so sorrie again and sorrie to tired u out.. love ya..

signing off~
Hanim

2005-04-16T11:17:00.000+08:00

gosh, i have to admit. css is driving me nuts! been trying to learn it but its making me dizzy. even worse than how SF made me feel. arrgh!! but no matter wat, i still wanna learn. haiz.. susah betul la..

well, at least im happy tat u dah finish sch. finally. hehe.. eh, ur attachment start biler? afteror before 26 april? anyway guys, try make next sat free k? i dunno where to go, but we can decide that later. just need to be free k? maybe sentosa?? hmm.. hehe.. picnic again. hahah.. kiter asik picnic jer eh.. hehe.. but nice rite, picnic.. den maybe can swimming also.. c how la. have one week to decide. or if got anything else.. hehe.. yeay!

P.s: yeah.. this entry is boring...

but den again, so is my life. *sob sob*

amalina (holy cow! my name starts with A!!! so does HiM. so does ameer's!!!!!)

hehe.. slap me. im a bitch.

2005-04-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

yeah! so.. 4down.. 0 to go.. hehehe.. i hope i pass all my exam.. den year two here i come.. well.. i still have to take 2 yr one papers.. who cares anyway.. hehee.. well anyway i'm confident all get straight "D" stink-sion!! (suppose to be distinction get it? hahahha) well i just cant wait to spent time with my lover guysss... which include Him, you, Ameer, Yani and dayah and pearl (that is if we can make it..) anyway.. Ameer call we guys (heryani, hidayah and me) Triple H.. cuz all our so call second name starting with H.. how lame.. and i guess from here i found out that my 1st closest fren or guys i hand out with.. start with A.. Him, Lina and Ameer.. all start with A.. and we start with H.. weee.. all so coool huh?.. hehehe..no wonder we can get along.. hehehhe.. well i reali cant wait to spent time with you guys. now i cant decide to work or not to work.. i'm so confused.. seriously. hehehe.. muackz!! so happy.. but i guess.. i just hope i dont need to take sup paper.. did i say i was confident getting all D's? well.. insyallah.. heheh.. anyway about sup paper.. i think they show get a grade to them too.. rather den just a P. cuz they take the effort to re-study.. hahaha.. but like make the marks higer lah.. maybe if.. A must get 90% and so on lah.. like so mapek uh sup paper.. if no marks.. heheh. i think should have marks den like that.. people would study for just pass.. cuz study too hard wasted no marks.. hehehe.. whateva.. to tell u all the truth i didnt sit for Hs1031 papers cuz it's sup.. and i tot of getting better marks.. so yeah.. i know this year i slack lots.. but yr 2 gonna be diff.. so pls my poly girls.. sit depand2 next sems. so we can study okies? hehehe..

Cant wait, cant wait cant wait!!

Hanim

2005-04-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

3 paper down!!! one more to go.. not that i'm ready.. well anyway stoooop about my exam... let's talk about AMI (American idol) hehehe.. well.. it's so sad nadia had to go.. sheesh.. she reali look like a star.. unlike fantasia.. even tough she's gd.. my god.. she looks kinda bad performing that day. maybe other times she look better.. well.. i tot scott was out.. he wasnt as gd as Bo and Nadia. anyway this round.. i felt that they are reali good! super gd.. den last few rounds of Ami..i think they will have the odds to win even if they battle it out with rubben, fantasia and Kelly? maybe lah that's what i think.. but i think seacrest was sweet.. to give his tie to Nadia.. hehehe.. for her to weep her tears.. whateva it is.. i love all the Ami contestant.. i feel kinda sad that Nadia's out.. i means seriously.. i think week after week goona feel sad.. i just love all of them to perform.. and nadia is better that the other negro girl.. haiz.. Gonna miss ya Nadia!! well.. anyway i dont know who to choose.. to win.. all are my fav. but i think i like Anwar the most.. Anwar Robinson.. he look so kind.. kind eyes.. i like Bo and also Constantine.. hehehe.. i hope these 3 are the final 3.. hehehe.. hmmm.. well but i like all! all are mine!! hehehhe..

signing off~
Hanim

yoohoo~ im here!!

2005-04-13T07:53:00.000+08:00

im right here. cant u see me? u can say la tat i was busy.. mon i went JB with my parents jap, and smlm, cuz i missed Logan so much i spent the day watching my Dark Angel DVD. (he's still as hot!) hehe.. so how are u? papers sound tough.. i still cant believe u say u didn study. aiyoh.. teruk ah u.. mane bole.. how come ah? issit difficult to understand? u tak blajar with ur frens ker? 2 more papers to go rite? so, after tat wats ur plans? for me, i dah official dun want to work. yup. told my mum and she said ok. but i have to be housewife for this month. so, okla. i will still get money if im going out. and this month i didn have anything yg i nak. cuz the last semester i werk was cuz i nak change fone. so, now tats why no motivation to werk. and then, the past week, i feel that i have lots of work to do. so, i decide la. not to work. so later after ur exams, and before ur atachments we slack k? hehehe.. watch vcd, go ur house, go my house... etc etc.. but dont want to go shopping. why? cuz budget ah. hehe.. anyway, kita kan kalau shopping pun actually window shoppping. if u realize, we slalu kalau kluar we end up walking walking and walking. so might as well slack at home watch vcd or play comp or wat rite?

p.s: i think this might be a bit late, but pls pls pls study..

--- Me, me & me. ---

--- amalina la... ---

2005-04-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

Lina.. where u go.. bz uh? that's why never blog? hehehe.. oh well 2 paper down two more two go.. and for both paper.. i'm sooooooo no ready.. seems like all the papers i'm not ready eh? kekeke.. ya lah.. cuz never study.. *shoot* well anyway that paper just now is soooooo tough hopefully pass lah.. give me a D please.. kekeke.. but i would like to get C for all my paper.. well anyway didnt go any where today.. and i guess i goota read alot for these two days.. so scary.. i cant wait for friday to come at 10.30am.. i'll be the happiest girl on earth.. anyway i had Nursing.. kekeke i think. hmm.. gtg..

signing off~
Hanim

2005-04-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

so yuppie2.. had my 1st paper today 1 down 3 more to go.. i underestimate the paper.. was kinda tough.. tot there was onli 90 mcq.. but actuali 120 mcq.. and tmr paper.. hell i'm not ready yet.. sheesh havent even read one damn thing!! i'm serious!!! so anyway went off early for exam.. can be bothered to wait until 2.30pm cuz i know.. will be released onli at 2.45pm.. hehehe.. so i went off at 2pm.. can go earlier but waited for my girls.. but then i guess they waited until 2.30pm.. hehhee.. so yeah after that meet Him. he went to Pp 1st den wanted to go tamp. so tot meet him at tamp.. but den he dizzy.. so meet at enous aje.. to have our lunch.. had mee goreng mama and nasi goreng mama and horlicks.. (one cup jer.. save $$$) Him was undeniably irritatingly cute.. hehehe.. make me laugh with his silly jokes. make me mad.. saying i look like i didnt bath! (i think i need a hair cut) was so mad.. but with Him.. madness can onli last a few minutes. hehehe.. enjoyed my day.. worried about tmr. if not.. subpaper here i come!! sheesh.. hahaha.. gotta be SERIOUS in year two.. hehehhe. okies done..

signing off~
Hanim

2005-04-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

what a long entry u write. hehehe.. so sorrie cant join u.. cuz yeah exam on monday which is tmr. and yesterday got bbq i oso never go. well anyway why suddenly u talk abt my mum? that entry was way back. anyway ya lah.. i oso dah try to give small2 gesture.. i buy for her vitamin c. for my dad i shy lah dok to do that.. when i never even salam him when i go out.. maybe i should try.. and about that entry.. it's not my cousin.. my cousin yg blogg hopping den saw the entry.. hehehe.. oh well.. funnie entry kan? and tmr is exam!!!! argh!! i dun think i'm that readi especially 1032..!!! argh havent even start reading.. so i guess sub paper here i come. hehhee.. no lah.. i'll try to read thru today and tmr i guess.. or Him will be furiously Mad at me. anyway I LOVE YOU. (you too lina) hehehe.. yeah me and Him not spending time together.. it's about 3 weeks that we didnt reali spent a romantic time together.. (yeah like real romantic) i mean onli the two of us.. i soooooooooooo looking forward for that. gonna plan the week how we gonna spent it.. maybe few days.. den after that can out with you.. den can out with u can out with us.. hehehe anyway so lucky that tmr is just mcq.. but it's like 90 mcq.. argh!! hehehehe.. anyway ya is the ubin trip jadi? cant wait for him to ride a bike with me.. so romantic.. hahaha..:P kidding.. hehehee.. hmm..so yeah i'm still here blogging and not studying.. i hate to study just makes me so sleepy.. now i know a new drug on how to make u sleep.. next time u guys have the difficuties to sleep, just take ur notes to sleep.. and the next moment u know u're asleep.. but dont do this during the exam period u'll flop!! hehehe.. i miss him alreadi.. hehehe.. just saw him yesterday at my house.. but we're not spending quality time together.. hehehe.. okies dokies..

Ps: blogspot is sooo cock up right now.. tried many2 times to change the colour of the font but fail.. haiz..

Signing off~
hanim

2005-04-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday was definitely a blast. although today i woke up with a sore back, stomach and arms, it was all for a good cause. went shopping to parkway, oh not really shopping ah but just window shopping. den ard 3 plus went to east coast park. but not before we got our choc cake and other food stuff from giant. haha.. when we reached there, we just sorta sit ard and chat.. normal things girls do.. den we walked to the bicycle shop and rent a bike. due to my ineffectiveness in riding a bike, i had to become a pillion. but it was fun.. we cycled all the way to the other end, and passed the changi hawker centre. oh, have u went inside the toilet before? i tell u, must try and see the toilet. its really nice.. much much nicer than the zoo toilet.

we took abt half an hour to cycle to the other end and there, they teach me how to ride a bike. so sad. 18 yrs old also cannot bike ah.. well, wat to do, my dad last time didn teach me properly. but then right, i feel like i remember riding a bike before, but i dunno how cum now i cant. haiz.. or was i dreaming that i was riding a bike? i dunno. we took only abt 5 minutes to learn to cycle. cuz we needed to ride back to the kedai, and its already abt 7.10pm. when we cycled back, the scenery was gorgeous man.. sun was setting, u can see the ships and their lights, people in tents having BBQ, and just seeing people and their families having a gd time. that's also one of the reason i like to go beaches. cuz everyone just seem to be sooo happy.. i mean, compared to city life... after that, we went macs and fad belanja again. hehe.. y'day food was mostly sponsered by her. banquet and macs. hehehe.. tenkiu faddy!

i swear i wrote a whole entry before this but damn blogger, it got swallowed and i guess i'll write it again. so, as i was saying, ur cousin seem really happy sey to get his revenge. wonder how bad his sister was to him. but from the way he wrote it, and noeing that she is only primary 6 makes it reeally bad. however, i guess its universal tat sibling rivalry are sometimes really ugly. especilly with the kids nowadays. so quite a few of us do admit that they can relate to it. u either get good siblings or siblings that are bleh. i think mine is more bleh. but oh well... however, i think honestly last time mane kita ade gitu teruk sey. now some kids have no respect for their elders. sheesh.. what is the world getting into.. oh right.. its going to be D day. so, no surprise there. but still.....

anyway, i think rite ur mum is like my dad a bit. sikit2 nak marah... but u noe wat, something i learnt abt him is that even if he scold me 5 times each day, every time, after the scolding abt 5 minutes later he will be like back to normal. in a sense like he will blow his top, yeah. but a few minutes later he'll be ok back. so maybe for ur mum, u can like try test her la after a few minutes, if like she still sorta 'merajuk' at u for the supposedly bad thing u did. maybe try to take her heart or wat.. the past few months, i have been showing more of my love towards my parents. and i will like just give them small gestures to show manja..

like for example, i sometimes say a chirpy 'good morning darling' to my daddy, or a hug to mummy.. sometimes also i say 'i love you' to my dad. but the thing is, he will only reply, 'too'. i suppose as in 'i love you too' but guess he not used to saying 'i love you too' to me.. so, but i still get his meaning, after each time i will say back, 'too jer?' den both of us laugh.. him with the cheeky smile he have.. but the thing is, unconsciously he is less irritating to me. i dunno how, but i guess these small 'manja' thing made us a bit closer. sumtimes i kiss him gdbye also. oh, no. i kiss mummy first den he look den he say 'den i dun have' so i kiss him also ah.. but still, counted.. hehe.. and yeah, i do feel much closer with them now, and more manja... i tell my dad now im his darling, mummy is his secretary. hehe.. cuz u noe, i feel tat dads have a harder time expressing love to their children.. so i keep that in mind and make myself more expressive, and im quite happy with his response la, for now.

so, maybe just try give small2 gestures. like a relationship. parent-child relationship also needs effort.. help her do things like housework, or just a kiss la.. might seem awkward, but hu noes, u dun have anything to lose...

2005-04-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

Still deciding.. Whether or not i should go and find a job. i really cannot decide man. should i? i also dunno why this time round i dun feel the motivation to werk. really. i should be jumping for joy at a chance to earn money. but now i didn even feel like calling them (NTUC) up. gosh, im bleh. like totally bleh. i suppose one thing is that as long as i dun kluar, things should be ok.. cuz i wun spend money.. even if i kluar; which i think should, at least once a wk; mummy wont give me more than 10 bucks. i just knew it. so back to my procastination on whether to work. argh!! headache! headache!

so ulfah, how is ur photoshop going? well, thanx again for the compliments. heh. one important thing to know about photoshop is that u have to explore every single tool there. it might seem impossible since there are tons of different tools, but there is always a reason to use the tools. another thing is, if u really wanna learn, u can easily find like tutorials on how to use the tools, the different layers etc.. here's one excellent site: Creative i guess u can find almost anything there la.. and the search toolbar is a gd place to start. for example if nak learn blending, search for blend. as foe me, there's some tools i personally like to use. can sa i will usually use them la. firstly is the Layers>Adjustment>Hue/Saturation. den i colourize it, followed by masking and blending mode. lastly brushes to spice up the whole thing. yeah, basically thats the things i use. might seem complicated, but once u get the hang of it, its kinda addictive... (speaking from my own experience) heh. it takes time, but trust me, i took quite some time too and i can say its worth it. other thing, u can actually download new fonts, brushes, gradients, shapes, textures and many more. just google 'download photoshop brushes' or fonts or whatever. u'll be spoilt for choice! oops.. did i babble too much? but anyway, dun worry, anything can clear them with me k? will be happy to help!

P.s: I encourage u to click on the link above. and once u start understanding photoshop, u cant stop! its really that fun!

ohhhh... no wonder i cant seem to want to werk! my gorgeous beloved mr photoshop is right here on my desktop. bad! bad mr photoshop! not my fault. he made me addicted!!

the second piece for the bros..

missing them already..

mr hottie

yet again.. from movie closer: with julia roberts

2005-04-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

i got this from my cousin blog's:
something i came across as i was blog hopping. its really funny yet frighteningly disturbing at the same time. its hilarious that i can relate to the situation in a small small extent. so here it goes:

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!It's 12.39am in the morning and I am the happiest boy in block 757!!! My irritating, annoying, obnoxious, rude, disrespectful and all those rude words that u can think off little sister jus got a scolding she will never forget well....for I think a month or so..This's wat happened..My dad was joking with her, she was putting on face cream...Dad asked her to help throw away some garbage(in a happy tone) at the kitchen bin, she said ' TAKNAK AH!'..Dad was fine with the tone, surprisingly...Then dad say, 'takot eh..cream wawa ltak kat muke nanti hantu tengok hantu lari.' and giggled..It was a joke,gurau-gurau je...my dad loves to joke with his children..Dad was jus trying to haf a decent father daughter interaction then she replied with a scream, a rude rude scream, 'DIAM LAH! etc..', shouting DIAM LAH!!! to a father?! gile sak ni pompuan..kk, then she ran in the room and slammed the door.I was like wtf?! Tk tau org sayang keper, gurau-gurau(joking)?? Dad obviously got fired up,he loves my sis the most since she's the only gal..but he hates his children being rude to him or mom. Dad asked her to open the door, she refused, til dad slammed and kicked the door a few times..I was at the com and smiling ear to ear when i heard the commotion! woohoo! earlier, errm...actually everyday she's rude to me...kk earlier i was joking with her too, and she said, ' kau asal? nak kene sepak? sepak free tau?' in an arrogant manner..OOO Ya, she's P6 btw...Im 17 and she speaks to me like tht...aaaalamak at tht point of time tangan ringan je siak..but I always ignore her replies..kk back to the story..Then mom came out and grabbed the keys to her room, dad was mad furious already at the point of time..I CAME OUT RUSHING TO HELP OPEN HER DOOR!!! WAHAHAH!! I REALISED, THIS IS THE TIME!! IT WAS MY REVENGE!!!! MUAHAHAHA! I yelled at her while banging her door, when we got it unlocked, the door felt heavy! I asked mom n dad to step aside, I pushed the door opened it myself!! Know what?! she pushed the whole book shelf in behind the door! I pushed it open and she was scared as hell when dad came in rushing to wack her! Her face at the point of time was freakin hilarious!!!!!! WAHAHAH! My revenge wasss soooo sweeeeeeeeeeeet! ... dad got a belt and wacked her! woooohooo!! I WAS FILLED WITH JOY SIAK!! I was celebrating inside!! mauhahaha!! yea yea! But she deserved it lah, she's a pampered child and is VERY VERY RUDE to my parents and all her brothers.REVENGE WAS SOOO SWEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!

funnnie eh?

signing off~
Hanim

2005-04-08T06:54:00.000+08:00

hello.. wake now.. hehehe.. so early right? yesh.. it that time of month again that girls love to hate.. especially with those nasty cramps.. anyway i'm so hungry dont know what i wanna eac for breakfast.. been one whole week never go out with Him.. is it alredi a week? kekekek.. well anyway.. my exam is like in 2 days time and i havent even start studying it.. *Dumb Shit* hehehe.. i alwys m.. last minute.. hehehe.. last minute person. just hope i pass and need not retake or repeat any MORE modules.. hehehe.. so ya that's all.. anyway in The O.c.. i use to love Ryan more then Seth 1st2 lah when Ryan was new.. hehehe.. as in smart and stuff.. but now.. i Love Seth.. he's so goofy.. remind me of Him.. kekeke..

Signing off~
Hanim

2005-04-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

Did I mention how much I adore the brothers? It is such a horrible leg to watch today... what with Kelly being unreasonable to Ron (hey, he's kinda nice..), uchenna & joyce didn pull out that damn post, brian & greg climbing (brian actually) up the wrong water tank, lynn and alex had to change jeeps twice, meredith & gretchen missing the clue (but when phil asked how they got to know where the pit stop is, was kinda funny) and last but not least the philimination of the brothers. wow... didn realize how many things happened in this leg until i typed that all down. *whew!* still cant believe the B&G are out. they so do not deserve to! Although its quite cute and goofy of them to dress-up for the 'occasion' and hoping the crew will think they deserve to stay. I practically burst out laughing the moment i saw them in their suits. Really charming guys! They are the only team that can still put a smile on my face when all that i should do is to be sad for them. How awesome is that! But overall they played a great race, and they really turn crappy jokes funny. currently thinking abt the part when they are opening their first clue today. dunno what the heck they are talking but it just cracks me up. Missing them already.. Best part today? Need you ask? Of course when the B&G were at the pitstop. Philiminated. Ironic huh? But these dudes just made my day (night rather), even at their lowest (most probably) day.

As for next week? Brace yourself! Two hours of fun! And oh! They are showing some never-seen-before footage (wonder if its those ive seen online...). Im not gonna miss it though!!

P.S: Asking me if ubin has reception because most probably you misssed Him?? Aww... Aint that sweet...

__amaLina__

2005-04-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. blog again..i think lina.. we're meant for each other.. both are blogging away.. hahaha..anyway.. yupz he sick tapi da baik aper.. 3days ago.. hmm.. tak baca entry tul2 kan?? hehhee.. anyway abt another lay out brown.. it's great idea.. hehehe.. seriously.. cuz me u and Him likes brown.. hahaha.. well that's not important lah.. but should be nice.. hehehe.. cuz abt the frame2 part.. hehehe.. is reali cool and nice idea.. hehehe.. hmm.. missing Him alreadi sey.. not even one day.. hehehe.. ya lah.. he has been playing games at my home.. with my big bro that today he tak der.. feel so empty.. hehehe..

from the starting i mmg suka the brothers.. so cute although tak handsome..hahaha.. yupz.. i was laughing too.. so goofy.. hehehe.. cute lah they.. i just hope anyone will win the amazung race expect for rob and amber.. although they are gd.. just think they have enuf of the $1 million dollars!! hehehe...well.. anyway u know.. i think kelly is like me and that Ron is like Him.. hehehe.. seriously uh.. come to think about it.. he yg do stuff den i never do.. den i keep whinning and whinning.. hahaha.. same kan? sheesh..

Signing off~
-Hanim

2005-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

yep. its in the news. ray and deana are gonna get engaged. yes. that ray and deana from amazing race 7. i mean, are u kidding me? even if their faults are magnified 100% due to television sake, a guy that tells his girl to 'suck it up', telling her that working with her is depressing cant be all that good. in fact, he cant be good. how many of us really hated the way ray bosses deana around? must be countless of us! but oh well, tats how the world is.. maybe they have figured out the thing that is keeping them apart.. its a large life....

on another matter, ur most welcome nim! heheh.. glad u like the layout... im thinking of doing a few more layout as spares.. hmm.. maybe la.. i tot of a theme; like brownish, den we hav our pics like antique gambar... den its like frames or tv scanlines... wat do u think? heehe... see la how k.. i agree with u when u say that ur bestfren (which should be me! hahah.. just joking!!) and Him live near you. it is just very convenient rite? tats why i also like rather my 'mr right' lives near me. at least, in the east. like you and him, and fad n hafiz.. hopefully la eh.. hehe.. den like if nak meet for a few mins jer, or if nak ge kedai, or can balik sesama.. how fun is that? teehee..

him is sick? and he still go pulau ubin? hmm.. hope he's okie... speaking of ubin, wonder when our outing will be??? hmm... hehe... hopefully jadi.. really excited. truth is, ive never been to ubin. not that i remember of, anyway... somemore i dunno how to ride a bike, so have to share with faizah.. eheheh... shld be ok... whatever it is, if jadi, pls tell me k socai? i just realized that i have a lot to do man... not werk, but something to do. at home specifically.. so tats why i didn reach ur hse.. maybe after exams wld be a better time. cuz u definitely studying rite, so if im there to watch vcd, that would definitely disrupt ur exam study momentum rite? so i think u just concentrate on ur exams k.. later after that, then we really can enjoy... hehehe... i actually have a new thing that im thinking of doing. i tot of writing a malay novel. heheh... surprised? well, i guess i kinda missed doing karangan.. and missed the malay classes which i sooo enjoy! esp with mr syed eh... ingat tak? so yeah, i tot of writing about... erm.. about what ah?? actually not too sure ah, but i see how the words flow.. hehe... have i told u how much i love the photoshop? haiz... made a few walls already.. implementing brushes and layers (apart from working on our layout)... hehe..

frankie & kenix kwok. hongkong couple..

ruby lin

jude law!

NICE???? hehehe.....
____amaLina___

2005-04-06T13:14:00.000+08:00

yet again i didnt blog for a reali3 long time.. sheesh.. 1stly thanks lina for doing the lay out.. i love it.. heheheh.. now we can have our own lay out.. hehehe. muackz! u were suppose to drop over my house but it didnt happen.. maybe after exam lah. anyway i feel so lucky that my best fren and Him is like living so near to me.. hehehe. so here's a summary:

3rd of april:

was worried sick about Him. he came here to play ps.. den ending up he had a terrible headache adn ending up vomiting.. 1st think came on my mind was cuz of bleeding in the brain. (cuz i read that if u have a reali bad headache.. den u vomit and stuff can be bleeding) so he went home safely.. was worried all night but was ok the next morning. possibilty he is like that cuz:
1. didnt have proper sleep and meals. he likes to skip meals.
2. was due to the game.. he is alreadi having headache but due to the game he feel dizzy and vomited. yupz.. he cant stand rides.. (eg. in escape theme park)

so Him.. please have proper meals and sleep.

4th april:

nothing much stayed home didnt go for extra class.

5th april:

which is yesterday went out suppose to print something but unable.. feel so frust den ate at pizza hut with Him, gave him most of the food.. cuz he likes to skip meals.. so gd to have him bloated once in a while. suppose to see movie but decided not to.. went ntuc and shop for food so if he is here can cook.. hehehe. after that went home.. den Him and bro played ps till 5.30am.. guys.. hehehe..

6th april:

he went to pulau ubin.. camping be back by tmr.. meeting him tmr night at my house. gonna miss ya.. hehehe.. so ya.. see ya soon.. and please take care.

i'm suppose to be studying but i'm not studying yet.. sheesh..

signing off~
Hanim

2005-04-05T15:30:00.000+08:00

and yeay.. i finally manage to sort out this layout. not the best, but i am trying... made the background and css stylesheet (with some help, of course) and viola! do you hate it? first background and header using photoshop and of cuz, the lovely dreamweaver. charming.. if u have any ideas for the layout, tell me la k.. ideas like the different colours, pictures, themes etc... cuz i have to admit, i am not entirely creative... but, if u supply me with things, and tell me what u want it to be, rest assured, i'll do my best! heheh... its a little tad too tiny isn't it? well, let me figure out the rest of it, and hu noes, i might master the whole thing in no time....

i dun really feel like going out these few days. heck, i dun even feel like looking for a job. the only thing that might keep me away from this room is my dad. yesh.. my daddy. why? cuz he cant stand it if i sit in front of the monitor, doing no housework. i think it just messes up his mind. because sooner or later he will come up to me and tell me to do some job. examples, wipe the windows, wipe the chairs, iron his clothes.... etc... so, since these few days he is working, (he's freelancing by the way) i might as well make full use of this opportunity and stay put at home. not that it bores me......

2005-04-01T19:23:00.000+08:00

well.. i was bored.. and tired of my hair.. so.. byebye longy hair.. hehehe.. now i cute it.. and.. i wanna cut it even shorter okies? like cina doll.. cute tak? :P hehhee.. so here's how my hair look like right now.. and the pictures from www again! hehehe.. and abt bobby jon.. it was a mistake.. hehehe.. yay! can see him for one more day!! it's ibrem whose out.. well.. americans are alwys bias huh? not thier race den out u go~ here are the pictures of my hair..

and below are the photos of www again.. some of the pic are the shoik sendiri of ameer and Him when i was bathing to get ready to go home!! here are the pics~
click here..

Siging off.. loving ya~
Hanim

2005-04-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wasted should have gone out with u on that day.. can see that it was a great day..:( hahaha.. well anyway i didnt catch amazaing race.. was busy doing a project on ameer for my ica. hope we did well..anyway i mmg adore the brothers.. hehehe.. my fav this round! that time was rob and brenddan.. den derek and drew.. then i like zac.. the one with flo.. hehehe.. wee! but amazing rcae one my fav!! cuz my fav team won! hope the brothers will win.. even though he is a jerk at least dia stop by to see what happen to the two brothers.. hehehe..

anyway on that 30 mac. we went to www again.. heheh it was more fun cuz just more fun lah.. him was reali cute when his hair was wet.. hehehe.. *drool* but everytime i say he is cute he will say "jgn nak merapek" hehehe.. well denying i guess.. hehehe.. was supose to eat pizza hut yesterday but Him was sick lah.. no mood to eat.. den today was suppose to eat pizaa.. he said no mood oso cuz his throat like got chlorine water. hehehe.. poor thing..well actuali wanted to eat www with ameer on 3o mac.. but couldnt find it at Down town..the place where pizza hut used to be (Him say lah) no more alredi.. when we reach there with empty stomach.. den we eat kfc yuck! tak sedap.. ayam dah lama..and den u know what??!! time balik we, actuali me sw that the pizza hut was opposite kfc.. hidden lah.. there was actuali an arrow to indicated.. but ya lah we sat behinde the sign hwne eating kfc.. hehehe.. so now we know where pizza hut is hiding.. hehehe.. weee~ hehehe.. den just now meet him den get soem stuff and went home cuz he wasnt feeling well.. i think cuz of www and also for satying up late for the pass few days playing ps2 at my home. heheh. he played with mu big bro.. HANTU GAME!! hehehe.. well anyway didnt go for the last lec. yeah cuz he was sick.. so had to sent him home. and guess what i didnt eat until i was home.. so hungry.. eat mee maggi and fries.. yum2!! hehhee.. oh ya i caught the movie miss con. two.. hehehhe.. was a great show.. but was predictable! heheh.. Him say got miss con. three cuz the cute guy "eric" sunddenly gone from the sence so him predict ms con. 3 will be abt them hahaha.. very funnie. hehehe.. well.. so that's all next week is study week.. and i doubt i'll study!! after that 3 week break.. dunu wanna work or spent time with Him.. haiz.. can decide.. toddles!!

i was reli happy!! cuz my small box where i alwys keep my casg.. i didnt know i had ten bucks!! in there.. until i open it just now.. now i'm richer by then bucks!! wee~

Signing Off~
Hanim

30 March 2005 rocks!!

2005-03-31T12:40:00.000+08:00

best part of yeasterday's race?? definitely when brian and greg outran ray and deena. definitely, definitely! i even had tears at the corner of my eye.. finally the biggest jerk ive seen aka RAY, is out. woohoo! and to top it off, he lost to the 'oldsters'. two full (ok, with some commercials..) hours of amazing race. wat can i say? amazing! rob was, usual, a big jerk. but hey, its a game.. so, yeah, like i said, he's the villian u just love to hate. did u catch it? im beginning to love the brothers. they are so cuute! esp during the beginning of e second leg when they read the clue and went.."Go directly home and give your mom a big hug and eat her chicken enchiladas until you go into a food coma." hahah... tat was waaay too cute.. wat a better day to end my day.... after bowling, pool and back to bowling... hahaha... getting my muse back...

oh ya, one last thing,

I HAVE FINALLY CLEARED YEAR TWO!!!!!! (err..i think...)

2005-03-29T09:28:00.000+08:00

so did alot of things yesterday.. yups2.. skip sch.. so anyway i shall summarise it.. went to tamp to catch a movie eye 10.. about that movie.. it's more to funnie den to scary.. if u wanna go cuz of horror.. don't.. cuz of humour yes! hehehe.. so after that went to nokia to service my phone.. Lcd broke.. no warrenty.. the person said may cuz more den hundred.. kanasai.. which i reali dont believe.. why? cuz right.. outside onli 60-70 sak.. asshole.. so decided not to get it repair will try to ask at nokia again incase the person is and asshole.. so after that went to my bro sch.. got street soccer tournament.. he won 3rd place congrats. after that reach home ask bro to change den we headed off to Parkway to get my ps2 modify.. but den close.. haiz.. so we went to banquet to eat fish ball noodles (dried fish ball noodles).. yum!yum! two bowls of noodles and one soup.. onli $4 bucks.. hehehe.. after that it was already 7plus.. went to walk around.. den headed back to tamp.. went to cash converter to see if any original ps games to play.. den.. went to shop to get it modify.. 150 for my model.. kanasai.. hahaha.. den just happy2 go and modify can get my today.. cuz of him i've to burn 50bucks.. cuz i want him to be alwys at my house to play~ weee~ hehehe.. den he said that winning eleven eight was better on x-box.. arghh! gonna smack him! hehhe.. but everyone will be happ since dah modify.. just takut rosak.. haiz.. den repair will be so mahal.. i think so... hope my set will be like Him's 5yrs still havent spoilt yet.. hmm.. so lucky.. hope the same lah. if not.. die. den we went off to coffee bean to drink and eat the cake.. so full ameer go and take coffee drink but still can sleep at night. reach home about 10pm.. parents out to jb. so home late with bro.

today:

had to wake up early to sent dad to hospital..eat my nasi lemak.. woke up at 8am.. had to get ready.. den mum say will go at ten.. so here i', blogging away.. anyway cant sleep. hehehe.. did i tell u that my room was re-organised? yeah.. so now.. have 2 beds.. not tilam tau.. katil.. one for me and cousin queen size.. den one slightly bigger den single for ameer.. den my bibik sleep on the floor with tilam.. hehhee.. realised that my room is big. weee.. so didnt go sch today guess my friends miss me. well miss them too.. cant decide later to go play pool or bowling with amalina. decide later. hopefully my dad's ok. den.. yeah get lab theory result today hope i pass. ok lah.. byebye!

signing off~
Hanim

Tell me what uh?

2005-03-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

erm.. tell me what un lina?? i confused hehhee.. hmm.. reali? i lak never see b4 handsome bus driver.. well anyway..i'm reali upset now.. seriously.. cuz yeah i fought with my mum.. i feel so guilty that i feel it in my stomach.. well she said i was rude and using that kinda tone to her.. haiz.. yeah.. at times i find that my tone is kinda harsh lah terkuat.. but i dont reali mean it. well anyway.. how it started was.. she asked me about her ez-link if i saw it. well i did saw it inside my bag i tot it was Him's so i tot her to describe it. so it matched and i told her i dont know how it got there.. and den..i said i tot it was him's so i didnt aks how was it.. den.. she said.. something like how can u love Him more den me.. somehow i get rather mad at blow my tops.. well.. i should have taken it in a positive way and taking jokingly and just laugh it off.. but i didnt.. haiz..and ya.. she was reali2 mad at me. and said something like cold war.. den she bang the door reali hard. haiz.. i'm reali sorrie uh that's all i can say. somehow rather i did help her lots in a hidden manner compare to my bro.. seriously my big bro have use lots and lots of her money for education but still no success.. my bro is a smart and bright guy he score L1r4 11.. When he didnt study for it.. he tot he fail.. well seriously lah i feel kinda jealous lah that my mum reali spent lots on him.. but she couldnt see it cuz.. my bro alwys knwo how to ambik hati.. for me.. i'm a sucker at that seriously.. teh onli thing i can do it that i make people mad.. well.. i help her in away that i took loan for sch and hence she gave me less pocket money.. den i took loans to pay sch fees.. both from sch and bank for my tution fees.. so somehow she need not pay anything.. so in future i yg pay.. so somehow i rather feel it's unfair.. but den i know she's reali old and tired and i should help her so i close one eye.. but she alwys think that i'm teh bad one.. when i'm the one alwys thinking abt her.. haiz..haiz.. i reali m sorrie. haiz.. gonna sms my mum now.. she in teh room.. i reali love her lots even though she's been unfair to me.. hmm.. i love you mummy..

Feeling guilty~
Hanim

busdrivers are now getting cuter and cuter!

2005-03-27T18:29:00.000+08:00

hahah.. yup! i said that! dun u think so? now busdrivers makin muda sey.. but wat made me realize that was when tat day i going to airport, and the 27 driver say gd morn! hehe.. just caught me off guard. for a moment, tersenyum i kat die.. hehe.. cute lak tu.. pakai sunglasses, cool! hehe.. guess he made my day. tats y cant forget his small but sweet gesture.. :D

read ur draft! hehehe.. okies! next time meet, tell me k? anyway, last meeting was great! to top it off, we went to the airport and the beach! my two fav places!! hehe.. it was a blast la.. did u enjoy urselves? i did thoroughly! why? cuz i simply spent the day with my bestfriend, and my two other great greaat friend.. hehhehe... u noe, fad's blog entry tat day.. she say that she too tired to type wat hapen, den f anyone want to noe wat happen, check our blog. but funny thing is, none of us wrote an entry that day. hehehe.. well, i do want to write abt the day, cuz i really had fun, but guess too tired. on e other hand, i also tot u will blog, so i didn..so in e end, nothing...

i am soooo tired... been studying for the past week. imagine, us doing no test or exams for 3 months, slack all the way, and now for one week, study everything. nasib baik 3 papers... if tak, bole naik giler sey... i just feel like closing the notes and sleep.. but cant... MUST PERSEVERE!!! cuz i do really want the diploma. haiz.. all this just for a piece of paper. oh well, tats singapore for u...

so, neway, hope u can make it on tues... or if not, any day next wk u nak out, i might probably be free... hehe... anything, just sms or wat k? and i think we really shld take more pics. tat day nye not enuf! hehe..

AMALINA

So long never blog..

2005-03-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

today i'm writing about survivor..

yeah2.. so long never blog.. hmm.. i'm in love~ yeah.. in love with one of the survivors.. heheh.. the one i truly like for the 10 season is.. Ethan and Currently bobby jon.. i'm so.. into him right now.. he's honest.. smart, good looking and have the heart.. looks brain and heart.. what else can i ask for.. haiz.. i'm reali so into him.. ok-ok i'm gonna be a spoiler.. bobby jon is not going to be in the merge.. or the jury.. haiz.. so.. next week he's gonna be voted out.. haiz.. so sorrie girls.. haiz.. so now more about him.. well i get the info from the web so what.. i just like him to much that i wanna put him in my blog..

Born and raised in Troy, Alabama, Bobby Jon Drinkard graduated from Charles Henderson High School, where he lettered in football. He was also a member of the Future Farmers of American for four years. After high school, Drinkard was accepted at Troy State University where he earned a Bachelor of Science degree in Public Relations/Print Journalism in 2003. He was previously employed as a personal trainer, lifeguard and farmer.

In the Spring of 2003, Drinkard was voted Alabama's most eligible bachelor by Cosmopolitan Magazine. He enjoys hunting, fishing, lifting weights, running, going to concerts and reading the bible. He describes himself as determined, bold and righteous. His perfect day begins with a workout, followed by fishing and then grilling with family and friends in the evening. His father is his hero because Drinkard believes he leads by example and never complains.

Drinkard is a member of Sigma Alpha Epsilon Fraternity.

Currently single, Drinkard moved to Los Angeles in August, 2003 to pursue a modeling career. His birth date is May 10, 1977.

Colors Blue
Scents Watermelon
Flowers Daffodil
Board Games Checkers Video Games Madden 2005, 10-Yard Fight (Nintendo)
Sports to Play Football, softball Sports Teams Los Angeles Dodgers
Outdoor Activities Fishing, deer hunting
TV Shows Nip/Tuck, Entourage, The Dukes of Hazzard Movies The Last Samurai, Platoon, The Good, the Bad and the Ugly
Actors Mel Gibson, Robert Duvall, Clint Eastwood, Charles Bronson
Actresses Catherine Zeta-Jones, Meryl Streep, Jodie Foster
Music String Cheese Incident, 2Pac, Widespread Panic, Merle Haggard Magazines GQ, Sports Illustrated, Rolling Stone, Vibe
Books/Authors Waking the Dead, Wild at Heart (John Eldridge)
Cereals Raisin Bran
Fruits Banana
Snack Foods Trail mix
Cookies Chocolate chip
Candy Bars Snickers
Alcoholic Drinks Miller High Life
Non-Alcoholic Soy milk

well.. i went dating twice with him.. check this pic.. hehehe..

well.. i'm not reali crazy abt him.. just was thinking that he's super cute.. haiz.. melting away~ hehehe..

well.. anyway Him lost his hp.. poor thing. well ur plan gonna end soon.. can get new hp what.. hehehe..

anyway i had a bad dreamt.. i actuali dreamt abt ur coursemate lina.. i dreamt that faezah pass away and also one of ur coursemate which i tak kenal.. den at the back ground someone was saying.. u never know when's ur turn.. enlighten and taubat before ur time comes.. so scary!! hehehe..

and to him.. so sorrie i use ur pic to paste bobby jon.. hope u dont mind..

Signing off~
Hanim

oh..

2005-03-21T08:47:00.000+08:00

seriously.. i'm so L.A.Z.Y to update lah.. no time.. i oso dont know why no time.. cant sleep after prayers.. been awake since lke 6.45am.. hehehe.. anyway have back pain.. and fever now. so not going to sch.. dont know how's my attendance.. as long as not less den 85 ok lah.. can take exam.. so far ok with all my subject. going to heryani's house tmr.. to study.. hopefully i'm getting better.. if not.. how to got sey.. i mean seriously.. pray, pray, pray i'm not sick. hehhee.. anyway went to adidas sale at expo.. was a sucker.. i mean i sucks lah.. noting great.. maybe was on 1st day but 2nd day suck lah..went with my two lover boys! hehehe.. after that meet my best fren with her prens.. at airport.. den go beach den stupid me..went in to the beach with my shoes
on what the hell.. hahhaa.. so when home all wet.. overall had fun lah.. so kewl.. caught spongebob.. was a great show.. very funnie.. hahahah.. patrick rock man! i mean seriosuly.. heheh.. my fav cartoon ever! wee~

Signing off~
hanim

yups! yups! u should too!

2005-03-17T07:31:00.001+08:00

hehhee..wow! i myself oso takut oso u know..are u? sure u're too.. hehhehe.. but luckliy no blood in stool what so ever.. maybe it's just the way i eat.. tak eat then too much acid in the stomach can be u know.. den the acid kluar become web.. serious... i hate.. HATE ROB..reali since the survivor.. haiz.. hehehe.. den i oso hate amber.. cant wait to see them out.. suprise that i'm awake early in the morning? cant sleep back lah after prayers to awake.. hehehe... well hope u go to the doctor soon.. and.. tell me about it okies?? hehehe.. same for me here..hopefully nothing eh..hehehe.. tooddles!!

I'm Loving Ya~
-hanim

i think u shld go check ur body...

2005-03-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

today i wld like to review the amazin race. hehe.. first things first.. i just gotta say, i love rob and amber! hahah! really! they are soo funnnie sey... did u watch today? rob is really smart. hahah.. if u dunno wat i am blabbering abt, its when they are stuck at this roadblock where they have to eat lots of meat. and by lots they mean 4 pounds of meat. that is like 2 kg... banyak tau! so rob cannot do it ah, so he quit. but if quit kan they hav this 4 hr penalty. and they had a foolproof plan. they psycho the others so that they wont eat also, mean the other team also have to wait 4 hrs. so in a way they seccured not last. understand tak? hahah.. i also dunno if i made sense.. but its just rob la.. typical of him. and at the end, when phil ask sthg like "i dunno how you manage to make the other teams to not budge...." rob say, "sometimes i wonder myself too..." soo cute la him.. hahaha.. i still cant stop laughing abt tat.. but on the other hand, the eliminated team today was really unexpected ah.. throughout the game, i tot they can last long. cuz they really good ah.. very prepared and smart.. but they got sesat so they lost cuz of tat.. so sad sey.. i think today episode really fun sey.. hehehehe.....

ur health dun seem to be good. lagipun now musim sakit. maybe u just go doc ah... i also think im gonna have a full body check-up soon. u noe, my chin always have this breakouts ah.. its always the chin. den tat day simran say that i should go for a check-up cuz she say that she read a face-map, and if chin always have breakouts, might be a problem with the intestines. actually, thinking balik, i also think i have probs with my body.. kadang2 when i sit, my blood like not moving, den like cramps everywhere.. den rite, i always have tremors. although slight, stil worried ah.. haiz.. mcm mcm sey masalah eh...
kla, i gotta do my portfolio now. still have one more lesson and evaluation to do.. haiz.. penat sey...

-amalina

2005-03-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

so ya.. here i m blogging again.. been days havent blog.. hehehe.. and yani is pestering me to blog.. nothing much happen.. onli that i skip sch for 2 days. and today there's no sch becuz no lesson.. cool kan? so havent been in sch since monday. was kinda sick lah on both days..not much happen. just that on monday went to parkway to eat fishball noodles.. sedap uh jugak.. hehehe.. den yesterday borrowed some vcds.. Him was at my home.. watching white chick. suppose to out.. but he was kinda tired.. supose to out for spongebob!! hmm den change plan... he suppose to come now.. but den he ter-sleep i guess.. hehehe.. hope he'll wake up soon.. and watch vcds with me. so bored at home. dont feel well.. back ache. and my stomach feel so uncomfortable.. like have a layer os something beneath my stomach.. den when i shit.. my shit like got webs.. so sorrie i know it's disgusting.. but just telling lah.. haiz.. i wonder why.. wanna got doctor lah.. with my stomcah like i feel so uncomfortable.. den mcm.. so full so dont have appetited to eat altogh at tims lapar.. enta lah.. and my mum bebaul mapek,, asking me to pray.. i alwys skip yeah2 a bad girl.. den she said go and pray and compul pahala who knows u have a short life.. scary kan? i hope not lah.. why must she alwys say scary things about me.. argh!!! my bro she never say.. so scary.. i hope i'll live long enuf to marry him.. hehehe.. i wanna check doctor about my stomach!! and u know.. i now adays cant sleep.. u know why? cuz kan.. when i sleep i ter awake in shock in 10mins time.. mcm i forget to breathe like that.. so many problems.. and yesterday know what? i seelp at 4am again.. haiz.. kalau mcm nie how can i not be tired uh? seriously?? haiz..maybe on friday i take mc lah.. my stomach mcm aper..making me feel so fatigue!!! help... oh ya.. bio result is out.. i get a D.. was suppose to get c which i promise Him.. but i know.. with what i study it isnt enuf for me to get c.. i'm so sorrie to disappoint you.. hmmm.. Congrats to pearl on getting A. yeah.. she spent like tha one whole week of one week holiday studying for it.. unlike me.. last minute.. hmmm..

Loving ya~
Hanim

Never Get..

2005-03-13T10:18:00.000+08:00

well, it's okies.. fad oso sent me.. tinggal agi sikit she offline.. so sad.. anyway my sch oso stress.. asyik ader project luckily my leader quite baik.. hehehe.. but i like going to sch now uh.. kinda fun uh.. the thing is.. aku tak pay attention.. hahaha.. biase uh aku..

anyway about driving license.. aku nak but enta when my mum wanna sponsor me. hehehe.. hmm.. so boring.. but actuali i dont mind not having one.. i scared lah.. reali scared one thing sesat.. den bigger bus ker.. bigger vehicle.. den kalau tak sepat belok.. hehehe. seriously.. i reali sacred uh of accident.. forbia sey.. although never been in one.. i just not confident yet uh.. hehehe..

Hanim

did u receive the photoshop?

2005-03-13T08:44:00.000+08:00

hey, did u manage to receive the file smlm? my sis ge off the comp lak.. padahal dah bilang her not to.. alah.. biasela.. sisters always like tat one la... kekeke... btw, cute job on the drafted post before this.. cute jadinye... hehe... kla, wait lagi 2 wks k... 2 wks jer.. den i do photoshop and dreamweaver or watever.. i noe the kind of layout u nak.. i was also trying to make that kind..

so, how was my week? honestly it is very stressful. but on another hand it is very boring. yalah, all school, school, school... suddenly i realized its been a long time since i went shopping.. last time after sch, we go jalan2.. but now, haiz.. everyday got project.. hehe.. bored bored borred... hehe.. and like i told fad, tak sabar nak grow older. as in, bile dah werk, and dah have my own life. mcm now, still kira parents rule my life. hopefully bila dah werk later, have own money, own career.... hehe...

hmm.. im thinking of taking my basic driving theory this holidays. u nak take up driving tak? if me, i will take it after i graduate.. im taking school, maybe at UBI. u nak tak? if nak we can go together.. but i dunno ah.. cuz our hols dah lain.. we see la how k.. hehe.. tak sabar sey nak start driving.. hopefully will pass cepat2.. like my sis.. 3 mths jer dah pass.. beest.. but i takut pula nak drive.. den i takut i tak dapat remember the streets, den later sesat how.. ? hehehe...

B..O..R..E..D..

2005-03-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

well.. u can see that i'm writing again.. ok-ok.. at times u notice that we write more then once in a day.. that means we have nothing better to do.. hehehe.. anyway.. Him came to my house just now to watch Dogdeball.. and I Robot.. but didnt finish the I Robot movie.. cuz his frens call him up to play soccer at tampines.. argh damn! hehehe.. but it's okies. at my house today so mendak.. cousin out wokring + dating.. anyway she's 29 alreadi lah.. den mum out working.. bro out working..so left me, my bro, daddy and my bibik.. anyway.. pitied ameer.. tadi kena wrestle by Him.. but he deserve it lah.. cuz.. he noty.. plain noty.. well.. at 1st maybe u can find him nice smart cute! but he isnt!! seriously.. argh! pity Him.. everytime kena tahan with Ameer perangai.. but at times ameer can be reali nice lah.. Him loves ameer when he's nice.. hehehe.. who doesnt love nice kids? well.. so Him is off going soccer.. me at home hungry.. so me gonna watch prince and me later maybe.. now see batman cartoon movie. hehehe.. oh ya.. was browsing thru the old pictures.. it does bring back some memories.. well.. next time lah.. i'll talk abt the pictures.. so come back here again~ maybe tmr lah i'll talk abt the pictures.. :D see ya! anyway it'll be interesting!

anyway to heryani and Hidayah.. (okies from now i will refer to u guys h&h.. ok tak?) thanks for the birthday gifts..belated i mean.. hehee.. thankz for the rubber bands, socks (boney socks!!), pen, file, and fool scrap paper.. and the paper bag of ballons.. can re-use them for someone's else birthday.. wahahaha..:P
once again A Big Thank you..

I'm loving Ya~
Hanim

Wild Wild Wet!

2005-03-12T18:32:00.000+08:00

How's my new blog nice or not? comment pleease.. :D

went to school as usual yesterday.. actuali wanted to skip uh.. but then change my mind.. cuz after sch going to wild wild wet with my lover boys (basically ameer and Him) hehe.. was kinda disappointed when it was raining at YCK (Yio Chu Kang).. was hoping that at Pr (pasir ris) wasnt raining uh.. but then went reach Pr.. it was drizzling.. so had to wait like 5 mins for the rain to stop.. den we can go in..

Www was great uh! especially with Him and Ameer.. hehehe.. we went to ride the ular-lar.. 1st time after a long time never play i was pretty scared uh! ameer nyer muka! hehehe.. so funny.. he was so sacred!! so anyway..after that we play all the ride.. except two.. cuz one was so boring.. the other one.. was too sacry!! how i know? last time went alredi.. i bought the unlimited passes.. hehehe.. so until September i can go www everyday.. quite worth it lah.. although last year onli went once.. hehehe.. but leceh uh if bring ameer again.. must come on money! haiz.. that boy.. so lazy to keep money~ so next time cannot bring lah.. pokai dok aku jadi nie mcm.. save money ok? den can go again~ if not.. bye bye.. me and him ajer...our fav right was tsunami, ular-lar, shoik river (reali shoik uh) and den.. jacuzzi..

anyway had some stiff with Him in the www.. cuz i told him to just bring out money den he dont want so cash all in locker.. so expensive $2 one time usage then time wanna rent tube.. my fun card tak enuf money damn! i tot shoik river and tsunami was gonna be bored without the tube.. den suddenly i got idea.. just use life jacket lah.. heheh.. was more fun uh.. in some extend.. so not a waste uh to not to oepn up the locker and waste $4 bucks to take out cash for the tube.. hehehe..so we save $$.. we play and swim from 4pm-7pm.. shoik uh! tak waste money.. altough sekejap.. but we use the time wisely.. i pick friday cuz tak byk org.. den go lambat cuz the guys have to go prayers lah.. tak kan nak skip for entertainment??

so we leave www at about 7.30pm after bathing and stuff.. they saw a shop selling skirts.. and infront ader x-box nyer game.. like cyber cafe lah.. but just x-box games.. 1hr $3.. heheh.. he wanted to play.. i was damn hungry!! onli eat mac big breakfast and nothing more.. but i said ok lah.. if he teman me sekajap to see the skirt.. den i try out.. one really unique uh.. so expensive.. 32.90.. den another one white.. 22.90.. so expensive right? den i was like asking him nice or not.. and said it was nice.. den ask the auntie for discount.. from $56 bucks for both.. i just paid $45.. hehehe.. well.. actuali i like berat hati to buy lah.. but since dah lama tak shop.. (well just this week buy baju hehehe) but still i wont be shooping anymore i guess.. until oct.. hehehe.. wanna save2.. and ya he say he sponsor me the unqiue one.. so i might was well get the one i like..but kinda long.. so have to fold lah..so thankz Him for the skirt.. i like it..so they played game 1st.. den.. go and buy my stuff.. hehehe.. weee~ den after that went back to tampines to get famous amos.. and den eat at chai chee restaurant.. abt 14 for 3 people.. cheap lah.. Him lah want baby squid.. $8 sey.. nvm.. his cash.. so long oso he never spent..

den after that reach home about.. 11plus.. so tired.. so just wash up.. and play computer.. teman kan my cousin who's talking on the phone.. den i sleep at about 2am.. on bed.. den ploop.. tertdo.. shoik~ hehehhe.. den wake up at 8am.. my cousin lah.. she wake up.. den i oso have to wake up.. ask me lots and lots of question.. hehehe.. dating kata kan.. actuali working lah.. but becuz.. she's working on sat which she's not suppose to.. she can get time off... weee.. and she treating us to spongebob movie.. me him and ameer going~ wwweee... cant wait.. love ya day.. and night too..

Pictures are up.. taken bye me, ameer and Him (the 3mozito)

Ps: right ear is block!! and i took like 30 mins to get this done.. pictures plus blogging.. so slow~ :P

oh ya~ameer ask me to tell you blog readers that he went to bukit timah park today. please go to his blog.. http://freakastar.blogspot.com for more details. pictures are not avaiable yet.. i think.. maybe have.. i dunu.. byebye..

I'm Loving ya~
Hanim

2005-03-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

it's like.. erm.. 4 days that either of us blog.. well.. anyway fed-up with my damn self.. have two test today.. bio and clinical.. did sucky for my clinical.. cuz i concentrate more on bio.. ok-ok i didnt study for my clinical lab.. and i dont know if what i study for bio is sufficent for me to even get a c or even a d.. so anyway get both 23/35 for both my clinical.. medication and wound dressing.. damn it.. i know i show be thankful that i get at least a pass.. but seriously.. i wasnt happy with myself.. u know why? cuz that teacher was too leniet.. serious.. i shold have fail.. i deserve to be fail.. argh! and she pass me.. i'm thankful for that.. but den..i just wish i get an mc and just re-sit and study to get a better marks.. i'm so so so... disappointed in myself.. the worse i ever feel.. usuali my lab i would get high marks.. range from27-29/35.. but today.. it's onli 22? what the hell.. i know i didnt study.. that's why.. bottomline.. i'm sad and disappointed with myself.. i reali wonder why m i so damn freaking hell so lazy.. my God.. haiz.. and ya didnt get to catch the guys singing (american idoll) cuz tv plug spoil and waited for my mum to repair it.. and now.. dah repair.. onli get to see woman.. hmmm...fed-up with myself.. seriously.. semua tak kena uh today.. but had a great time with pearl shooping.. in the end.. i was the one.. who spent more... shooots!

Hanim

cough cough too~

2005-03-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

hehehe..isnt it funnie.. i sick u're sick too.. glad u're better now.. i've been coughing and having flu.. mucus on my nose.. on my throat.. every where.. hehehe.. not getting better with the mucus on nose.. but cough ok-ok lah.. but the noty me.. still drinking cold drinks hehehe.and when i try to cough.. my head hurts uh! reali hurts man! but i learn in bio that if u have cold.. u'll have headache! hehehe..anyway. havent study yet for my two test which is on wed.. 9th march.. kekeke.. noty me.. anyway.. yesterday when to www.. and u know something.. bila reach i realised that i was having my period.. luckily i bring my pad.. hehehe.. so.. ya i just bath and let Him swim. and me sitting near the pool to catch some some light.. to make my self feel hot.. so that the mucus will be gone..(Hanim's theory) hehehe..but it did work ok.. slightly better.. anyway we going again on fri..if the period is over! oh ya! i found a goggle.. minnie mouse nyer.. luckily i can fit.. it meant for small kids actuali.. cuz we have free passes to go there.. it's kinda bored lah.. there.. but with ur love ones around.. what can be boring right? hehehe.. maybe bringing ameer too if mum permits.. but have to pay for him lah..

To you lina: i miss ya so much.. *muackz*

To you guys my poly mates..especially to: heryani,hidayah, pearl.. i miss you guys too.. cant wait to see ya on monday.. hope i'll be better.. hehehe..

and to Him:
i'm reali so sorrie for the wordsand things i said and used yesterday.. i just wanted to piss ya off.. and i'm reali sorrie to hurt you reali bad.. but thankfully everything's ok..dont wanna be too mushy.. hehehe.. shy lah!

anyway..
Thanks. and sorrie.. will never try to hurt u purposely anymore. i regret what i did.. i hope u know that..

i'm Loving ya always and it's only ya..

Hanim

cough cough

2005-03-05T08:44:00.000+08:00

my head feels so heavy.... body feels so weak... haiz... just recovering from my fever smlm.. u noe rite i went to jurong poly for mc. hahah.. guess what? the next day all 3 of us fell really sick. dolat agaknye.. heheh.. but den mmg when i go the doc mmg dah agak i will fall sick cuz my throat mmg dah sakit. so kire advanced ah.. hehe.. oh well.. anyway i recovered quite fast. wanna know why? cuz i got a very efficient nurse taking care of me. kehkehkeh.. mummy dearest! love her lots! been so long since i fell sick, and it is actually very nice. hehe.. if u have a nice nurse la..hmm.. am i talking sense? oh well, kata demam..

-amalina feeling sick to the bone...

2005-03-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

Thank GOD.. i mean seriously.. i'm so thankful to him.. everything has been great Relationships friendship school life.. all i can say is Alhamdulilah.. hehehe.. well today suppose to out with poly girls.. but yeah each have own plan.. wasted.. so ya lah.. out with him.. hehehe.. go take my pay cheque.. so ya.. i'm richer by few dollar2.. hehehe.. went to suntec to the office..den we found one booth for printing pics.. so we took a pic of ourslef.. and we print it.. about $1.. cheap uh.. wallet size.. we look great in the pic.. especially me.. kekeke.. after that went back to tamp.. deposit my cash.. den.. eat pizza hut (we go dutch) after that we watch hide and seek.. ok-ok i know..that movie was long ago.. but still.. worth it lah to watch.. dont know why some say not worth.. anyway caught Hitch yesterday.. obviously lah.. best give 4/5.. hehehe.. oh ya.. the photo we print we laminate it.. cuz if wanna put in wallet yg got plastic.. later stuck uh inside.. 1st photo after 2 yrs.. we wash and a great pic.. hehhee.. cool lah.. cool~ dunu lak tmr doing what.. going ntuc uh~ hehehe.. and seriously.. so many funny things happen.. hehhe Him was very2 clumsy!! remember in the bus boy? plop.. hehhee.. den all the water spilled on me.. anyway my temper is getting better.. although Him did alot of flaws today.. i didnt even get mad.. i hope i'm like this.. all the time.. kekke..

I'm Loving Ya~

Hanim

2005-03-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

it's like reali, reali creepy.. i mean seriously.. everyone is like concern about me.. i mean.. seriously people calling me those who like didnt call me abt 1 yr.. ask me.. how m i.. and i mean like evryone asking how i m.. and stuff.. like people whom i lost contact all contact me.. it just felt weird.. anyway it was just one girl suhada.. kekeke... it's like kinda weird lah.. like as if i'm going.. kekeke.. i hope so not.. if i'm i wanna get married to Him 1st,, kekeke.. well i just think i'm these sper paranoid girl.. hehhee..

Hanim

2005-03-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

hmm.. well.. i just realised that my mum is alredy old.. i mean seriously and she is the only one working,,haiz.. reali pity her.. my old bro still in oly.. den no one supporting her.. and she's like 52 alreadi.. how uh? how can i help her? i mean after my dip.. i wouldnt wanna be a nurse.. den how can i help her?? what i think is.. after my dip.. either i work as a nurse or i work at perlini's silver.. or any other office work.. re-take my o level either on that year i'm working or the year after i'm working.. den after that.. i'll take nie.. hope that it'll get approve..i reali pitied her lah..all expenses on her.. can u imagine how hard she have to work.. sheesh.. some more she's self-employed.. getting a ckient is not as easy as u think it's.. anyone as suggestion?

hanim

2005-02-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

so.. with my free time.. i totally change the lay out.. nice right? simple and cool~ hehe.. maybe i'll change the lay out every 3 months.. is that ok with you? anyway i didnt the lay out with my best friend of cuz.. the owners of the blog.. hehehe.. well.. how do you guys like it? nice?

Hanim

Finally, it has ended!

2005-02-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

Not my diploma.. Just my blardy Field Practicum. today was THE day. and waht a morning i had. it was the longest 25 minutes of my life....yet. the children made me feel like i want to strangle each and everyone of them. arrgh!! really disasterous. personally today was the worst. they nearly botched up my whole lessons. and people still think kids are angels. there were a few times where i just felt like screaming to them, but cannot la.. once i shout, confirm fail. oh well. but kira im lucky la. cuz my supervisor is the lenient kind. she was actually one of my lecturer last semester. so i kinda know how she is like...

we are assessed on two things. our learning corner and our lesson. and the things is, i felt my learning corner was better, but then my supervisor concentrated more on my lesson. haiz.. to me the lesson was boring. i also dunno why i felt like tat ah. like i told u, i dah malas nak buat all dis. so, the lesson was not my good ones. its the lame ones. my language arts lesson is ten times better. too bad. but then if i nak compare, my frens pun having their worst lesson today. dunno ah.. the children today too geared up. faizah's children also like more difficult to handle today. hahaha.. children... they are sooo unpredictable.

but ironically, at the end of every day, they never fail to make me smile. one thing abt children is that, no matter how 'fierce' you are to them, how often they punish you, they still love u ah.. hehe.. in fact, sometimes those that u end up having most problems with, is the one that love u the most at the end of the day. its just how life is...

and oh, the shoes? yeah.. its sooo shiny.. reminds me of the SJAB shoes... the one that we say not fair cuz the batch after us got the plastic shoes, and no nid to polish one.. hehe.. fish and chip? ish, kalu gitu, u will end up doing the rewang for ur own wedding later. hehehe...

2005-02-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to me,

happy birthday me,

happy birthday to meeeeee.......!

Yesterday:

anyway yestersay was my birthday.. not today.. hehehe.. so... yay!! hehehe.. well.. now i'm 19.. so doesnt make any diff lah.. only 1 yr diff.. but den.. i feel so old.. 19 is old man! and ya can believe in a day i can turn from 18 to 19 from just a sec. hehehe.. okies-okies i'm talking nonsense! hehehe.. anyway it's been great yesterday.. i went out with my two lovable lovers.. Him and Ameer.. hehehe.. i enjoy my day! seriously.. although nothing much happen but we enjoy ur day!! weee~we went out from house at 12pm and went to cineleisure..to eat break fast at long john..we bought one combo 1 and share between the 3 of us.. and to check out the laser thing.. but den.. no more lah.. we wanted to play that but no more..stoopid people don't know how to update their website.. shheesh! waste time.. den after that we bought famous amos.. hehee.. Him said i was evil.. cuz the makcik didnt give what i wanted and make a big fuss behind her.. i'm not evil lah.. :( just too much of expectation.. i hope being 19 make me wiser and be kind and not to expect too much from anyone. except maybe.. MYSELF.

After that we just walk around.. to window shooping.. but didnt see anything nice so didnt bought any~ hehehe.. den at 2.45pm.. we make a move to see a movie at 3.25pm at plaza singapura.. the movie not bad uh.. kinda funny and cute.. love it man! hehehe..movie about 2hrs.. den after see movie.. we walk back to orchard.. hehhee.. window shop again..was nothing i like accept for charles and keith shoes.. but decided not to buy it yet.. maybe will but the pointed front tather den the round want..cuz the pointed ones look more hot and sexy.. the round want look more innocent.. but i didnt buy any.. cuz not sure.. maybe i'll buy the round ones.. but round ones.. so shiny sey! den the pointed ones as i have said.. look hot and sexy.. maybe when i'm 21.. den i buy that lah.. weee~ after window shooping.. we decided to eat dinner at Swenson!!we reach the swenson at orchard.. abt 7.45.. but so many people so abt 8.00-8.15 den we get a seat inside.. dont wanna sit outside bcuz peeps are smoking.. BUT! inside not much air-con.. but not that hot lah.. anyway bought 2 kids meal, one pasta cray fish, fish and chip and earth quake! all eat until bloated! luckily Him didnt follow ameer's advice to buy cake for me.. so sweet of ameer to have that tots man! hehhee..Him spent abt $79.40 on the meals.. den we leave swenson abt 9.20pm.. and rest outside paragon.. when i saw Yani's admire with a date.. damn.. anyway.. we took 65 back home at abt 945.. reach home abt 11.10pm.. what a day! best! and tiring.. Him didnt sleep until 5am cuz he watch soccer.. and play game.. hehehe..best uh!! best, best, best! total spending by Him yesterday with the movies was : $100-$100 PLUS. hehehe.. but we had fun and no complains..

well.. he tot he was a boring person cuz he didnt get me any gifts.. but the truth is cuz i dont need anything.. so told him maybe next time when i want and need something.. maybe we can share the cost.. better right! hehehe.. And it wasnt boring at all.. it was perfect.. muackz!

oh ya..Him vomit 3 times when he reach home.. kekeke.. poor thing.. too bloated i guess..

I'm Loving you! hehehe.. *muackz* thankz for the day,evening & night! i reali enjoy it!

Today:

Had to wake up early.. for religious class.. Him was late.. cuz he had hard time waking up.. due to he sleep at 5am. anyway finish class at 12.15pm but had to wait for Him's Class.. alwys end late.. cuz his teacher more interesting uh~ after class was damn hungry.. den we decided to go for my dad's friend's daughter wedding.. hehehe.. me, Him and Ameer took bus.. den my 2 cousin, mum and dad too cab.. we reach 1st.. mum said cad driver was rude.. so want to complain.den we eat lah..the rice is nice.. the rest ok lah nice oso.. but right.. not much variety.. my cousin wedding more best.. although my cousin landscaping was simple.. food was best.. so many variety.. and so many kuih muih.. this one.. onli got 2 kuih, grapes and nasi minyak and ayam tu ajer~ but Syukur lah.. only thing that their landscape is great at the pelamin got cylindia.. (dunu how to spell.. yg mcm disco ball.. but this one.. is like lampu uh~ yg ader crystal2.. hope u get what i mean.. get to find out from mum that.. the pelamin thingy.. all cost abt $17k.. and got abt $5k back up..i think they spent too much on landscape.. and not food.. if me.. i make simple uh.. if wnat that grand.. might as well make in malaysia hotel.. if simple make simple but food power2 uh! save money tau! like that $17k gone~ haiz..

Him said If we do get married he want his fren to help rewang.. then in return.. they get fish and chip.. not nasi minyak.. One Fish and One Chip.. The Fish is...... Ikan Bilis and The chip is..... POtato chip! hahaha.. damn him! only one slice of ikan bilis and one piece of jack and jill popato chip! hahaha.. saving cost! hehehe.. den he said if like that after our wedding.. his friends all wouldnt wanna rewang.. cuz later get trick like this again.. work so hard den get ikan bilis and potato chip! wahahaha.. u're very funny.. no wonder i'm with u.. we're so full of crap! *muackz* love ya!

Oh ya here are the pics!
Taken By: The 3 mosquito (Me, Him & Ameer)

I'm Loving You~
Hanim

2005-02-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

too full and bloated to blog.. tmr uh blog abt my birthday! it's so fun~ hehehe..just fun lah.. as usualli my two lovers.. hehehe.. well love ya! you, ya, u hehhee.. everyone!! i'm in so much love this few weeks.. blog tmr.. load pics oso uh! hehehe.. :P for now.. NAK BERAK!!

Written By: Hanim

2005-02-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday raihana hanim,

happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuu.......!

This entry might come in late to wish u Hapi Berfday, but den again, it's still 26 Feb.. rite?? how was ur day? caught the movie? the jim carrey one. nice or not? baru tadi i saw the advertisement.. hehehe.. im now watching 'Someone Like You'.. heheh.. Hugh Jackman is such a hottie.. hahah.. one of the few charming guys left.teringat pula tat time we watch the Kate & Leopold at my house kan?? den the vcd terstuck.. hahah.. ingat tak? den we terbalikkan the player, until it finally drops out. and FYI, that player is slowly falling apart liaoz.. :D

im bored. are u bored? im bored cuz i feel my life is so boring. what a mundane life. apart from the adrenaline i get from rushing my assignments, nothing else excites me anymore. not even guys. although i do have the occasional rushes.

this monday my field supervisor is coming for my field practicum. and my maths corner is... okla.. im quite happy with it.. i think i could put in more activities. but den again, it might get too overcrowded. aiyah, nvmla.. just leave it as it is. i just hope i pass.. den i can proceed to yr 3, and finally get that blardy sheet of paper called the diploma. sheesh. things singaporeans do...

my one and only maths corner set up by... hu else, ME la! nice or not the duckie?

Post Office, where they have to post letters

felt this corner a bit plain.. haiz.. bingo corner

fishing pond.

as the name suggests, manipulatives

overall view

took me abt 4 hours to set the corner...

but overall, im happy with my work.. hopefully ill pass...

I'm glad that the two of you read my blog..

2005-02-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

To my two friends in Poly, namely Heryani and Hidayah,

well.. i'm glad that u both read and understood my feelings. i'm glad that it's just a misunderstanding.. den all could be okies. hehehe.. weee.. and to pearl.. we stilll love ya.. just gotta talk.. well we wont leave ya out anymore.. all is settle.. but i'm glad that all of us found each other.. seriously.. in some cases.. they back step each other..but not us.. some more we are multi racial gang.. missing out chinese lah.. hehehe.. and we alyws have the older girls and guy to take care of us.. namely Abg Boy, Bavani And Benita! hehehe.. anyway thanks to Abg Boy, bavani andBenita for teh birthday card!! reali appreciate it.. anyway ameer gave me a pack of biscuit cost 50 cent.. hehehe.. yummy uh! hehehe.. thanks for the tots.. well thanks all for making my day.. i love you guys!! can wait for tmr.. gonna eat and shop! no suprises no presnt.. just shopping!! and eating! and my uncle pit.. gave me a paul frabk bag!! handbag.. orange colour!! weee~ hehehe.. cool kan? wel.. i love you guys.. you, Him.. poly mates and poly closes frens.. muackz! love ya!! hehehe.. hope can hang out real soon during holidays in week 9.. woo hidayah and Abg Boy (hehehe.. so funnie.. funnie as in cute name) enjoy ur so call hoilday at Nyp island! hehehe.. i hope to gain weight in this 1 week!! yay!!

Love Hanim.

I wish to..

2005-02-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

I wish to gain weight and be acceptable weight..and~ be pretty~ skinny=ugly! den i can.. wear sexy-sexy to the max..kekeke.. muackz! hehehe..seriously i'm kidding! but seriously i wanna gain weight..hehehe..i'm not slim.. i'm so thin! erm.. skinny more to it.. SOMEONE.. SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WANTS TO SEE ME GAIN WEIGHT!! PLEASE SPONSOR ME.. ALL THE FOOD NEEDED!! hehhee.. kiddding~ i'll try lah be a little bit.. tiny winny.. i wanna be 40kg.. now i'm only 35kg.. tips!! please bare in mind i've a small tummy.. hehehe.. gainny weight.. gainny weight~ hehehe.. wee~ wee~ hehehe..

Oh ya.. me load pictures alreadi!! weeeee.... anyway couldnt take all the fireworks pictures! cuz my photo loading super slow~ anyway (again??) got fire again after fireworks.. hehehe..

Written and Picture Taken Originally By: Hanim

To You, Him

2005-02-25T03:50:00.000+08:00

I love You guys so much! hehehe..it's reali cool to have friends like you. especially for u.. even we seldom meet we still have that bond. well only that we feel out of place when we meet.. so solution?? meet more.. hehhe.. we're once a stranger too.. why not be a stranger again and rekindle the friendship that we have..hehehe.. anwyay change the song again.. this is how i actuali feel lah.. i mean U and Him wount know how i feel..
Love me..
Hanim

Had Fun!

2005-02-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

hehehe..well i had fun tadi with my loveable two swethearts.. namely Him and Ameer..weee~ anyway suppose to finish sch at 12pm.. but had to stay back till 4pm to finish my ica. hehehe.. doing great i think my group. anyway my mum oso went to sch to sign as gurantor.. for the loan. hehehe.. den i was back here with mummy at 5pm.. after that eat some food.. take ameer n meet him to suntec to see fire works! best uh! lagi best then that time! hehehe..was our 20mths old anni and we get to see this.. best kan!! hehehe.. anyway i was a better photographer.. heheh.. will load pic tmr lah.. now dah 11.32pm and have to be in sch by 9am for last meeting b4 ica at 10am.

hehehe.. anyway we bought food just now.. burger king n long john silver.. anyway i think the guy is fond of me.. the one packing the food.. keep smiling at me.. obviously i feel flattered lah.. but i was so feel uncomfortable.. to bad Him was next door buying burger king.. the good thing is.. he gave me 4 pieces of chicken instead of two.. hahaha.. cool~

den when dah reach the place we wanna eat (near fireworks area) Him was saying.. later go back uh.. say thanks to him. crazy guy.. hahahha.. so ya! the fire works was awsome!!! seriously.. the last one was powerful the sound walau! make me so takut..until the ground was shaking.. heheheh.. u guys should have been there lah.. wasted.. maybe next time..but right we wasted abt 2hrs sak.. tot the fireworks was at 8pm so we were there from 7.30.. but waited until 8 dun have.. 8.30 dun have.. was saying that maybe at 9pm.. if dun have go home.. but den like so many people.. so Him saying maybe it's soon lah.. sekali.. ya! at 9.30pm! not wasted uh waited.. it's powerful! better den Ndp tau!! hehehe..

anyway abt the song.. it's nothing.. i just like the song lah.. nice what!!

change template uh! boring uh~ so dull.. but dun change pic uh~ nice.. hehehe.. Him oso like.

Anyway Him said i change.. maybe becuz stress lah abt frens... heheheh.. but he say still bubbly..and abt my birthday too! seriously i dunu what i want.. almost everything i have.. and i dont think i need anything.. Him oso stress.. cuz i dunu what i want! hahaha.. ader he wanna give me 7260.. tanak uh~ i mean wasting his money uh!! hehehe.. work so hard den spent money on me.. anyway i have phone what.. and ya almost evrything..*still think what i want* *wondering* hehehe..

Oh.. i enjoy my day so much! woo! thanks for everything Him.. and Ameer.. kekeke.. anyway i make this poem.. out of boredom in 2hrs doing nothing. with the help of Him & Ameer : it's not dedicated to anyone for ur info~ hehehe..

Ur head look like a Negg (Neopet's egg lah)
Ur hair is as sharp as Esplanade

Ur Eye brown is so Bushy
I hope u can make delicious Sushi

Ur lips are so Shiny
All i can think about is Money!

Ur feet is so flat
it look like a Pad

U think u're so funnie
but ur nose look like a babi!

Ur nose is big and can fit a peanut
anyway u just sunat!

Ur tummy is so Big,
Soon u'll look like A pig

Ur ears is Humongous
i think it's growing fungus!

Ur neck is so long..
i hope you like my song.

hehehe.. how that? cool tak? funnie right? we had a fun time laughing abt it! load pics tmr uh! nights.. zzz..

I love you guys so much! pillars of strenght! hehehe..

Written Originally By: Hanim

2005-02-24T08:35:00.000+08:00

wats up with that song? u are walking alone? hey.. u are not! what am i here for?! u can walk with me. i can walk with u. if i busy, u can walk with him. hanim, u are not alone my dear... im just a phonecall away. maybe it seems that i light be soo blardy busy these few days but i will still walk with u no matter where u wanna go. u noe abt us not being as comfortable when we meet up? hehe.. well, one way to combat that is just meet up more often. hehe.. rite? so easy... ya ya, i talk easy... still we didnt meet up. hahah.. why why... haiz... wei my vcd when wanna return? hahaha... best tak the cite?? which one best? i also forgot what story i lent u..

guess what part time job i have now? guess la.. hehehe... a karung guni. wah.. if u see my room... full of boxes, plastic, straws, containers, bottles and what nots.its gotten so bad that whenever i walk past the void decks or anywhere i see a box, i can tell u whether its strong, whether its gonna be sturdy and sometimes i would go, 'wow.. that box is nice.. so firm.' haiz.. i dunno whats happening to my life. i guess a teacher will always have to be a karung guni. and i now like can tell u where to find cheap things, like felt cloth, and oh, we have discovered a 'teacher's heaven'. guess where? at daiso at IMM. hahah.. remember that day u ask me where i am, and i say im at IMM shopping? well, what a shopping spree we had(me, faizah & fad)! if u see us walking out the entrance, u would think we are from the IMM Great Sale. hahaha.. i spent the most. total i spent abt $42. we went daiso. lots lots lots of things there. we spent abt 2 hrs there.. hehe.. long uh! u pernah ge? its like the $1.99 shop. but i think the things there better. like can really use ah.. den all is $2. sana jer i spent $24. after that went GIANT. shopping for food lak. first time i spent shopping so much on food and it cost me $18! dun even know what i bought. hehehe...after that, we sat at playground and eat pizza(bought at GIANT). sedap! hehe.. lapar per.. ape2 pun sedap. oh ya, at IMM rite, ade this new branch of Banquet. actually its not really banquet. the name is Bagus. but the logo is like the same pattern, and colour. we tot its the sam as banquet so we went to try have our lunch there ah.. but then, guess what? its totally not banquet! its sort of like the 'classy' banquet. and the food there is sooo much more expensive. the cheapest is the burger which is $4. oh, the other is popiah, but i forgot how much. but yeah, and the drink $1.50. abe the drink is not the can one tau. its in a glass, and the glass is like those in hotels one. the one that is big at bottom and goes skinnier at the brim. i bought crispy seafood noodles. quite nice ah. oh ya, this one rite, we order, then we give the stall our card, den the food is served to us.the pinggan is the chinaware that is the heavy one. but the food kira sedap ah.. worth the $4.50 price. so actually the place is not soo bad la.. but its like if u feel like u want to eat in a classy environment. skali skala bole ah.. the seats are very nice, cozy and ade view of the outside.. so yeah, can go la, if like got someone blanja. hehex...

amalina

I wish i was a guy, or some people who doesn't need friends.

2005-02-23T14:54:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. walau! till that bad.. sheesh! hehhee.. anyway forget it.. i'll try being a loner.. isnt it better.. no fun in sch all studies.. den i can get gd grades! ghahaha! weee... i sound like i'm depressed.. i'm not until that stage yet lah..anyway abt taking the effort.. i mean i didnt take the effort remember that time i told u abt? remember tak? why isn't she my best fren.. well it's just there or not lah.. shhees.. i just wish i dun need frens.. den i can just dump all the one that i doesnt need.. hehehe kiddin.. i dunu lah.. u're lucky u have frens like that lah.. i dunu.. for me yani n dayah more closer together.. i mean dey dun need me.. i need you~ arghh! i like wanna get out of this s*it.. hehehe.. anyway match make uh! den u n fadhilah related.. hehehe.. haiz.. i'm happy for u taht i'm happy.. luckily i have a best fren who's far but close at heart.. and A wonderful him.. luckily tak scumbag.. hehhe.. anyway i love that movie too~ weeee.. but sad uh! anyway bila nak take ur vcd.. ya maybe can study together.. next week my term break.. maybe can meet when balik cepat..hehehe.. haiz.. so depressed.. hehehe.. but it's okies lah.. sooner or later i'll get over it.. hehehe.. it's been depressing being in sch.. tot things was beeter.. maybe better.. but no best fren.. i want one who wanna get caught with me doing some stuff together.. i mean bad stuff.. hahha.. like you.. not like we did.. but u know.. i want someone that will wait for me... like you.. I Miss you.. seriously.. i miss secondary sch.. argh!!! :P i hope i'll be ok. i'm like one coo2 girl.. hehehe

Love Hanim

2005-02-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. guess what? it was soo long since i blog that i have to stop myself for like 5 seconds before i remembered the password. sheesh! hey hey hey hey you... dun be sad.. i understand how u feel. i mean, its true that we need someone. especially in poly. i admit i depend on my friends(fad & faizah) for almost everything. and ever since i joined the course, i didnt regret, just by thinking about them. so, i really appreciates the friendship we have. on;y lately nisha has been kinda off-place with us. so much things happening.. all of us felt the bond with her is not strong anymore. but whatever it is, the other 4 is still doing great! heheh... i think bestfriends dun just appear. u need to spend time to make them slowly ur bestfriend. maybe u think, 'alah.. dia cakap senang jer..' but at this moment in time, thats what i can say la. i mean, its true. friendships need effort. maybe this shows that u need to put in more than u have before if u nak become much closer with them (yani or daeyah).

wei... when wanna meet up nie...??!! aiyo.. im so bored... haiz.. if only both of us sch at TP... at least senang. alah.. no need TP.. if only we are in the same sch.. things would definitely be easier.. haiz.. haiz... haiz...oh ya, guess what me and fad have been planning.. hahaha.. we are on the verge of matchmaking my sis with hafiz bro.. hahaha... best2... just try try jer... mane tau, jadi.. abe si fad tu, she did dreamt that these two were matchmaked and it clicked! hahah! so, who knows....

and oh, u remember the cartoon 'the land before time?' its about dinosaurs.. very old story.. still remembered that i used to looorve that story.. haha... my sis bought the vcd. hahah... best.. tadi tengok balik.. rindu sey the story... haha.. neway, ya, i have 4 weeks before my exams. and....... off to freedomland!!!!!!! woohoo...!!! wanna join me? hehehe.. *winks*

amalina

Where's me?

2005-02-23T11:17:00.000+08:00

where's me? i mean seriously where is me? the girl i know long time a go.. the bubbly one.. wei.. i'm still bubbly lah.. but only to close frens.. last time.. eg. if i'm in sec 4 i know (not all) but from variety of students.. frim sec 1-4.. now? i know only people from my group.. what's happening to me.. haiz.. maybe i just scared lah that people cannot angkat my jokes.. cannot angkat heret lah.. hahaha.. kidding2.. but i'm reali super full of crap and nonsense with my close frens.. they will laugh until thier stomach brust! hehehe.. but den..enta lah.. aku tak tau.. what happening.. sheesh~ hheheheh.. anyway i need, i NEED a best fren.. i mean seriously i need one in poly.. heedayah got yani n yani got heedayah. haiz.. i got no one.. frens ajer but not close.. not those who will be late with you, who can wait.. i mean that's bestfren are for alwys together no matter what.. the kind that will wait bila i need to balik late.. the one will wait n be late together if i'm late and vice versa.. i mean seriousky.. i just wish that either you, or him is in my sch.. i mean seriously.. den i wouldnt feel down.. cuz u both are my bestfren.. hehehe.. i mean bestfren are the ones who will get caught together.. hehehe.. haiz.. missing having one. although i have yani pearl and hidayah.. they are not my best fren either i'm.. haiz.. depress.. i reali need u guys.. i mean you n him.. oh best fren best fren where are you.. i need a best fren in poly.. it feels suck u know.. that even if u're not late, just later den them they'll just leave you.. if u have best fren.. they will wait you know.. haiz.. sucks sucks..yeah i know you guys (yani and hidayah) you do wait.. at times ajer.. but ya.. u know it that u're not my best fren.. i mean.. u people dont share things with me.. it's just that i feel so out of place.. obviously pearl dun feel it she's alwys indepent.. cuz she got Khir.. and she's so matured..i just wish i was not in the course.. i wish i was the same sch as u or him..altough not same class or course.. still.. you too will alwys.. comfort me. alah.. tak tau uh aper aku ckp.. just that i need a best fren.. or ya just be independent so anything will not affect me lah.. sheesh reali jealous of yani and hidayah..it's haiz.. seriously.. hidayah never go see movie u oso tanak go.. if aku tak go mesti kau go kan? yeah.. i want the kinda fren..i mean bestfren like you n me..i just wish u're in my sch my dear or vice verse. reali miss ya! haiz.. nvm it's okies.hehehe... whateva.. at least i still got you n you. hehehe.. everyone need to be independant.. aper2 lah.. if i do have any bestfren.. look like i have to be all to myself lah.. miss ya.. and him... *muackz*

Hanim

Wow!

2005-02-18T19:21:00.000+08:00

ish.. so long no blog.. malas uh.. no time.. maybe next time.. love you guys.. everyone lah..*wink*

weeeeeeee....

2005-02-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

hehhee.. well seriously i've been enjoying myself.. even though we had a fight it all ended quickly.. well it was a big misunderstanding.. nope not 3rd party.. just abt us. hehehe.. anyway we're okies now.. he only wants me to be a better person n not a failure in live.. well.. i promise to be a good girl uh.. hehehe.. anyway hidayah n farhan have had a fight we (him n me) hope every thing turn out well for you to individually.. hehehe.. anyway yesh yes i'm so happy.. just happy lah relationship going great..

anyway went to the perfect ten movie screening on 12feb.. it was great uh! went with hidayah, farhan, me him n my cousin. hehehe.. anyway they have various sort of games.. one girl won like 1000bucks worth of Lancome (whateva it's spell) things. aiyoh.. the game about knowing each other.. (couple) haiz.. they know each other for like 3 mths n get 6/10 not bad.. but the bad thing is abt this two couple.. 1yr plus get only 3/10..what have they been doing for 1 yr plus.. well for me (i'm not talking big uh) i think i could have nail it.. maybe 8/10.. wasted tak masuk.. cuz malu uh.. people all know u couple.. we low profile tau~ hehehe.. the question was (i mixed it up not in prper order)

1. when is ur anniversary
2. Your 1st movie together
3. 1st date where do you go?
4. ur partner wear brief or boxers
5. favourtite artist
6. fav. colour
7. zodiac sign
8. when did u last fight n abt what
9. fav food.
10.

well the other 1 cant remember.. heheh.. if i remember i'll up date it up again.. anyway they should ask.. what's the other person ic. no. hehhee.. i obviously will know.. hehehe. anyway ya lah.. maybe i'm just kepo.. wanna know everything abt my future guy/ guy.. hehehe..

anyway the movie ended at 10pm.. wanted to see another movie.. paid one not free.. but no movei lah..wasted..was so on yesterday! hahaha.. love ya!

Anyway happy Valentine's Day whoever are celebrating.. for me.. i'm not.. hehhee.. we will see people making up tmr~ hehehe.. that's our plan.. kidding! eh, for real lah.. hahhaa.. bring video camera! hahaha.. that's a joke.. but we wanna see people dating uh~ we is me n him~ hahhaa..
Written Originally By: Hanim

woweeeee

2005-02-11T04:56:00.000+08:00

hehe... so super duper long sey since i last blog. i dunno ah.. maybe i didn have the mood to blog.. but its nice to see how happy u've been. it was so long since i last seen you being sooo super duper happy.. rite?? 2 times i used the words super duper. teehee.. see la! i followed u..

well, rite now i macam stressed out gitu.. feels like so many things is going on now in my life.. and main part of it is actually my assignments that has been mounting. but i have yet to do them. so now, im feeling the stress.. hehe.. memeng i expected ah. but then, no mood to do all the stuff sey.. i pun macam dah malas tau nak do my assignments. even my frens all say. haiz.. now i noe how penat it is to be a teacher.. but den what to do.. for the sake of the diploma, just tahan ah kan.. hehe.. neway, if nak give up(i didnt plan to lah..) now pun wasted.. cuz dah second yr. tul tak? well, enuf abt this assignments la..

tell u sthg.. there's dis guy in my sch and he sort of want to know me la(he first sent me a friendster msg). but then kan...... argh... if u see him u will understand why im still single. hahax... he looks like a stalker sey.. den whenever he mcm saw us, he will like stare sey. eeewww!! seram pun ade... kalau nak kata, muka macam psycho pun ade... and he is like the 3rd psycho in my life. how many psycho must i meet in my life....

-- amalina

2005-02-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

so, i stayed at home today with my cousin and my family.. only my bro went out to work for me. i seriously super lazy.. I kinda MISS him super duper lots.. just have that missed feeling even though i just seen him yesterday..obviously our relationship is getting better that i miess him so dearly.. i just miss ya Mr. anyway Him went to the mosque to liste to syarahan.. gd of you. hope u tell me later on.. wanted to watch AMI. (american idol incase u all don't know) but my mum n cousin wanna watch that malay movie yg ader zaiboo tu.. aiyoh! hehehhe.. and my lil bro is trying to read this blog..while i'm writing hahaha! cuz i awlys make the entry in tiny words while i'm typing.. so cute of him asking :ape u tulis" hahaha.. squinting his eyes.. hahaha.. haiz.. i just miss him lots.. hehehe..

Originally written by Hanim

Yesterday..

2005-02-10T07:27:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. had a wonderful time yesterday.. didnt want to bring my small bro but ya, the soft hearted me brought him.. hahaha.. anyway it was great everything turn out well..( people who went- benita with bestfriend nisah (her eyes is greenish brown.. real eyes lah!, bavani alone, hidayah with farhan (saw him b4..), yani with sister (taller den yani), me with Him n ameer, husni with finace lydia! she's reali cute and pretty.. hehehe..) Benita brought some drinks, tuna sandwhich and chips, bavani- bread, yani- water, hidayah- noodles and hotdogs, me- egg, nuggets, pandan cake (which didnt eat) awal- epok2, husni- water, chili sos n tuna. there was so much food.. too food.. but whateva it is.. we have an enjoyable time..

we were suppose to be there by 1.15pm the lastest but this group of people yani, her sister, hidayah, farhan, husni and lydia were late! hmm.. and we, me, Him, ameer, benita, bavani and nisah have to wait for them i think abt 1hr.. next time wanna meet i say 30mins earlier uh! ish2.. waste my time.. hahaha.. kidding..anyway we decide to go to pahlawan beach it was beautiful.. but abt 5plus.. yucks! the water turn dirty, couldy and slimey.. yucks! anyway i dunu.. cuz didnt swim deep.. hehehe.. but at the sand can see uh.. got black2 thing..dunu what.. hehehe.. when we reach we eat.. den we play the water a few times.. Him throw me in the water.. and after that i have a major haedache.. no.. my head didnt hit the ground.. i have this kinda thing when i'm throwed or push in the water.. hehehe.. anyway we play dog and bone and we lose.. wanted to play again but the winning team didnt want to.. afraid that they will lose huh? hehehe.. anyway after that we play taitee.. den swim.. this time hidayah gets mad cuz her phone went in the water cuz of farhan.. hehehe anyway it wasnt his entire fault.. i mean he was too excited to play in the water.. i mean.. we force him too.. and den he didnt check his wallet.. but luckily.. after we talk to hidayah, she forgives him and talk to him.. holding hands agi.. hehehe.. seriously farhan is like awal, quiet, simon say guy.. dont lose him girl..

after that we eat again the noodles was so super nice.. and den bavani was carried in the water.. after ameer get burried again.. and get kiss from a stranger.. hehehe.. after that we went to see the musical fountain it was great! we find that it was a great thing to out together in a big group and we going again on our term break (which is in week 9)! yay! hehehe.husni oso plan to watch movis together! best nyer..anyway husni say, "what do we learn from this trip?" someone answer, "alwys bring along extra clothes", "don't swim with hp in ur pockets" and the other person says, "dont go to the beach with rugby guys" hahaha.. personally me, i learnt more about my coursemate and see their true colours.. they are great people.. and Husni will alwys be a great brother to us. i mean in the beach oso while eating he asked, so how ur repeat subject? hehehe.. he even cares for me.. at the beach..

Look at his face so cheeky!

The girl is pleading cuz ameer doesnt wanna be kiss

Look like ameer enjoying himself.. behind that face! hahaha

Pictures taken by: Lydia

anyway we leave sentosa at 8.30pm.. den we took 30 home..i wanted to take 65 but Him say alter at town many people..but den reach my bus stop..saw both the 65.. hehhe.. wasted lah.. no people somemore.. so i tell him lerr... chinese new year eve.. people eating.. hahaha.. reach home at abt 10pm.. i think the waiting of the bus uh.. hehehe..den when reach home try to load pics.. but was tired.. den today i wake up.. walau! body aching!!! seriously.. i wonder why.. maybe the running and playing.. shows that i didnt do much of exercise recently.. argghh!! pain2! but i had a good night sleep.. even dream i win toto! 4k.. hidayah and yani u're in the dream too.. plus u and him too! hahaha.. was saying tak dosa.. cuz i wasnt planning to win.. anyway cant remember what i didnt with the money.. hehhee..and so so sorrie i cant remember the number. i think Him is sleeping again after eating lunch.. i love ya so much! we are getting better each day.. muackz!

anyway do u know what i'm doing? uploading and editing this entry at the same time.. just now this entry only half a page.. hehehe.. ouh.. u're online? hehhee.. called u sweetie but u say.. "eee, people see, no shame" whateva.. hehehe.. den i have to say sorrie.. hahaha.. ask abt my display pic (pic of him n me) he say ugly ajer.. very funnie eh?? grr.. u're so busy eh playing neopet.. anyway! i'm a millionaire in neopet.. 3mil dah..! hehehe.. wee.. aioyh.. i'm so money minded!! hehehe..

well..there are some of the photos taken by me!

overall, the day was reali great! here are the photos! anyway fotopages is great to load many2 pics.. but it sucky! haiz.. i mean susah uh nak load.. sometime mcm take too long.. seriously long.. den cannot edit.. flickr is seriously much better but have space constrain.. i think flickr the best! hehehe.. easy..:P do u know that i took abt 3hrs.. to get this done! argh!! hope i'll be better in future! from 12pm till 3.25pm.. argh!! hehhee..Click the SENTOSA to view all!!

The Sentosa Trip
Originally uploaded and written by Hanim

The sentosa Trip 2
Originally uploaded By Lydia

Sucky Morning

2005-02-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

well, today i woke up in the morning, had a fight with my mum right in the morning.. actuali she was helping me asking abt the nuggets and i just blew my top.. now she wont talk tom me.. i mean she'll just talk to me abt important stuff and not stuff that doesnt concern her. anyway i did say sorry but nope it was as easy as that. well i'm alwys rude.. b4 i knew i was being rude.. by the time i realised it it was too late. now adays everything get into my nerves.. i mean.. my parents or my bro or maybe the whole family, when they ask me question abt anything i'll just like so lazy to layan them.. i dunu.. maybe i'm bz with computer that they disturb me.. hahaha.. anyway i'm so sorrie.. i hope i'll change feel kinda sad that my mum is upset with me.. but well.. it's just unfair.. (shall not elaborate) well.. anyway i hate HATE my relieve mentor, she doesnt reali care about us, or me.. she just care abt herself and her forms.. damn it! i miss my mentor.. i wonder when she's fit to be back from martiniy leave!! she's thie very caring mum.. i feel save under her arms.. and she talks to me with love and kindness.. that relieve teacher she just SUCK! i mean she talk softly but she doesnt reali give a SHIT! ash-hoo!!! seriously.. argh!!!

Originally written by Hanim

2005-02-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

well, i just come back from shopping for tmr pinic, hehehe.. i guess u're not going.. cuz u didnt msg me.. anyway i went to carrefour.. and them to esplanade to see the fireworks! i had an enjoyable day.. reach home abt 9plus.. well.. here are some of the picz! well anyway b4 that i was playing with my camera.. and so the batt got hot.. and the laoding get slower.. so i didnt manage to get great pics.. hehehe.. I DIDNT.. yes.. it was my fault..oh ya! anyway after the fireworks.. there was a fire at the place from where the firworks are being created.. Him say the firework sesat.. hahha! well here are the pics.. click on the pic itself for more pics..

The fireworks! Originally uploaded by Hanim

okies, i'm being debarred.. kekekeke..

2005-02-08T05:39:00.000+08:00

so ya..as u see in my title.. i'm being debarred.. hehehe.. so i have two subject waiting up for me.. plus these will be three.. hehehe.. but for this sub it's elective so doesnt affect much.. but my two sub bio n socio.. hmm.. i wonder when will i be graduating.. looks like i wont be spending time with my fren much next sems. hehehe.. all alone.. or what i dunu how the system goes.. i mean my another fren who repeats taking her bio this year.. den what abt me? next sems? so weird.. maybe i have 2 repeated subs.. that's why.. argh! so stress.. well just being plain lazy lah.. i'm kinda lazy... super seriously.. all my lectures.. i didnt pay attention.. and the thing is.. i dont have the books! rabak kan? hahaha.. i dont know lah when i'll be interested.. heheheh.. but 4yrs dip in ok right? anyway i'm planning to take double dip.. i wanna be a teacher! whateva teacher uh! kindergarden.. or primary sch.. it's so fun! but primary sch teacher is much much more better.. hehehe.. so ya i have to borrow my fren to print the lecture notes.. i'll do it in week 7.. which is next week.. god.. i need to pass all my subject.. but one.. which being debarred.. or should i say i drop it myself.. no more frens next sems.. in yr 2 sem 1! argh.. no more mepek,kenet and momok! argh! so ya tmr enjoying with my poly frens.. hehehe.. i wonder if u're going? are you? hmm.. anyway i'm in e-plaza now.. i need motivation to go sch!!!! help!!! to study too! i wanna start studying with Him and ameer soon! i wanna get my dip in 3yrs.. the most 3.5yrs.. hope i can make it.. hehehe..

Originally written by Hanim

2005-02-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

argh! it's so boring at home.. seriously bored.. all asleep.. i dunu what to do.. out? nah~ singapore is so small and boring for me.. i reali have no more ideas what to do anymore..i meanouting with Him.. i reali dun know where else to go.. what do u suggest.. hmm.. hahaha.. hmm.. anyway we ahvent been going out as in real date.. we dont date anymore.. hmm.. cuz most of the time kalau kluar i bring ameer out.. cuz.. i pity him alwys at home.. for me to work.. nah~ i'm so lazy.. so tiring.. hehehe.. anyway we going to go sentosa with my poly mates on tuesday.. wanna follow? hehehe.. erm.. boring lah.. i wonder lah.. why cant Him stop irritating me.. he is alwys irritating me! i'm so stress when he do that.. but i now alwys control my anger.. i dun wanna fight.. it's wasting of time.. so i beg him.. hehhee.. well.. that's all..

Originally written by Hanim

so here i am.. retyping again

2005-02-06T12:29:00.000+08:00

hehehe..so here i am typing.. what i wrote yesterday was.. (kina diff.. but same lah..)

i feel kinda sad for my fren yani who isnt attached the thing is out of 4 of us, 3 of us are attached, so i think that she feel kinda out of place at time.. especially when we all are buzy sms (me of cuz) or calling (pearl n hidayah) hehehe.. so sorrie.. but anyway she likes this cute guy.. he is super cute! sweet agik.. we call him hitam manis.. reali hope he likes her.. but den aku jealous!! cute sak! hehehe.. and abt the other entry she wrote.. yupz.. it's true that at times u feel taht u wanna be this girl cuz she is hot and pretty or cute n smart or whateva the hell, so that ur partner will like u or will like you more.. right? but i realised something.. Him or anyone will like you for who u are all of us are unique isnt it? that's what i realised.. but anyway yesh.. at times.. that i do wish to be slightly prettier.. hahaha.. well.. lucky enuf that i'm not ugly.. right? hahaha.. i should be syukur.. you should too any girls or guys who wanna be who they are not.. cuz at least u're not hadicapped.. those who are hadicapped i think they would be thinking just make me like a normal person.. so we should be lucky and not complain.. no matter how fat or thin , or u dun like how u look like.. all this i given.. the least thing u could do is being grateful cuz at least u're complete.. hehehe.. ok-ok i'm bableing.. anyway anyhow.. i hope that u understand what i'm trying to say.. hahaha..:D

well.. at times, i feel jealous of other people relationship or guy.. they seem to be in this perfect realationship..not that i'm not happy.. but just at times jealous.. but seriously.. i should be the one feeling lucky abt myself for finding him and being with him for 19mths..anyway that day he sent me a disturbing msg.. saying nonsense stuff.. not.. it doesnt make me sad.. just sad.. i mean it makes me think.. what if, he is gone.. gone away from the world..of cuz he will one day.. but what if it's now.. sheesh.. seriously thinking abt that makes me treasure him so much.. seriously.. no one live forver and u dun know when they will go.. anyway he been feeling kinda sick lately.. hehehe.. he looks reali cute when he''s sick.. anyway back to the topic.. erm.. ya what if.. serious no, i wouldnt want that to happen.. please God, let me be with him, grow old with him. no he's not critically sick.. just that the tot of losing him from this world makes my stomach sick and heart sink.. i love him like i love no other guy in the world.. i mean.. no one can replace him (later abt that) have u ever thinking abt losing ur dear ones? anyway u should.. cuz that will make u trasure them trust me..hehehe.. i reali love him n you too!

anyway ya.. at times.. i feel down when being with him.. not he did anything just that when i read at certain people blog it just makes me go aww~ that's sweet how come him isnt like that.. but now i have grown matured.. every single one is different.. i should be grateful that i found him and not a scumbag, dirtbag or even plastic bag.. hahaha.. well.. he'll i'm so sure make a great daddy.. that's why i wanna keep him.. hehehe.. and be with him. and try to make up with him for every fight..maybe if i didnt think of the future i would have just dumped him.. nah~that a lie.. he has done for me so much, being there for u too much.. and spent time at least uh i think 1/2 of the time when he is awake with me.. maybe even more.. dont u think that's super much? back to that later too.. anyway ya.. i do n will still and alwys do look and comment on other cute or handsome guy.. but trust me.. if u give me a guy who is much3 more good looking den him.. i wont go for that guy.. i wont leave Him for just a pretty face, what if he's much more better 10 more times or 100 more times better, richer smarter.. i wouldnt know.. i mean how would i know that guy is more reali.. i mean no one is perfect.. i just dont think i will.. cuz.. seriously.. Him has been too much there for me.. no one would sacrifice his time with me. i mean alot of times.. well.. i wouldnt know.. but maybe no..but i'll never leave u.. i'll appreciate you. and i hope that if this 10,100 times guy came up and want me.. hope that will make Him treasure me more.. hahaha..but u think i will tak? enta lah.. but i dun want this kinda complicated things to happen.. but just for pretty face nope.. i wont! hehehe.. trust me.. it's a big sacrifice to make.. hahaha.. cuz i love pretty faces.. who won't right lina? hehehe..

the reason that i wouldn't leave him is cuz 1. i've never love or like anyone the way i like Him.. no matter how many fights or how many times i said we should be together ..it's all a big lie.. if it isnt.. i wouldnt be with him.. i mean.. Do u know that he ahve alwys been there for me.. time i was searching for work.. he followed me.. he sacrificed to find job with me den following his fren to jln raya, dunu how many jobs i have found.. great jobs i mean.. that he actuali help me find.. hehehe.. during my work time lak.. he actuali sent, break and fecth me.. i mean.. no matetr what time it was.. he was there to encourage me to work.. may it be 7am, or 12am at night he will be tehre to sent and fecth me.. den most of the time.. he'll join me for break.. no matter how far it was.. near as tamp or as far as town.. that's super far okies..at times.. after the break he lazy to go back home.. so he have to wait for me a few hours..for me to finish work.. few hour like 2-4hrs long.. i know i'm being unreasonable.. i told ya that i was a B***h.. but that the goog treatment all stop.. cuz he couldnt take it anymore.. i mean if i was a gd girl maybe it wont stop.. seriosuly.. but i was a b**** i can be a great and super fren but not a girlfren.. argh.. when i think abt what he had done for me.. i feel super suck.. cuz i have alwys been a B***h to him..(later abt that) anyway taht is what Him is.. a simon say guy.. he is reali that sweet guy.. i think best guys are guys who have me as their girl fren.. imagine he is still with me after all these while..either he is gd or he's just a simon say guy.. he's both.. anyway if i was a gd girl.. wouldnt he be a greater bf.. if he were to broke up (no, i dont wish taht to happen) and he turn out sucky.. it's cuz i'm at fault.. hehehe.. yeah.. but i've change..seriously.. i'm all matured up.. i feel super guilty cuz i used to not treasuring him.. cuz last time.. i just jealous lah.. the bf make suprises n stuff.. i mean he try but u was just a B***H..

we have fights lots of fights..i alwys say that we should just go seperate ways.. but i alwys take them back cuz i know that i can never find anyone like you, who can tolerate me like you do.. i mean who would wanna spent time with me liek you do? we alwys suggest to meet lesser.. but i can never get enuf of u.. but i'll be understanding now..*wink* and that why should i be with other guys.. who the most will spent time with me maybe 3 days out of 7days with me..den u who have spent lost of time with me.. i mean.. i should just give ya some time off each other.. rather den find anotehr guy.. that's why.. i never let u go..anyway Him was the type of guy i alwys wanted.. smart, funnie! fun-to be with, caring, understanding,someone who can make me luff,as crappy as me.. and so on.. and! someone who can tolerate me! the only thing he is missing is gd looks.. but at times.. he score on that point.. he can reali can have the cute look that makes me melt or just taht look.. hahaha.. u know what i mean.. whateva it is.. Him have the points that i have alwys wanted in a guy..*wink*

haiz.. there was one incident that shows how bitchy i was.. he actuali buy me this roxy necklace (during our 3rd month).. ok i should be happy right? wrong! i didlike it and i went like what? why u buy this? it's so ugly, wating ur money. i told u i want perlini's silver one. blah3.. and he is sad.. imagine lah u spent abt 40bucks den people say like that.and ya.. when he wanna play soccer with his friends..which is once a week (actaulli less den that) i become furious and frustrated..(unreasonable right?) when most of the time almost everyday he was with me.. spending time with me..no wonder you dun feel special when u're with me.. just like a routine..haiz..anyway that was dulu.. now i'm not not anymore.... i'll try to be a great girl fren.. ok-ok gd lah.. hehhee.. he's just a great guy.. any girl would be lucky to have him.. yesh i'm lucky to have you dear.. i'm so lucky.. that i realised this b4 i lose you.. usually i would realised when i broke up.. and never learnt my lesson.. but now i do learnt.. maybe cuz i'm turning 19 soon.. big girl..i hope and try to make our relationship last..love ya! u too dear (lina)..

Ps: i know that i have been expecting too much from you all these while.. and i'm sorrie.. i should be reasonable and responsible.. i promise that i'll change.. but i have right? for the better.. i'll try more.. :D for my benefit.. and yours.. so it become ours..

Hanim

Type a very long post and then..

2005-02-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

argh!! i type a very long post den..i select all.. i wanted to press ctrl c, i press ctrl v.. so all my post is GONE! so wait lah when i'll re-type the super long post! hahaha.. seriously suepr long.. like 30mins tau me type.. so like 4 paragraphs.. haiz..

Life's getting better~

2005-02-03T13:04:00.000+08:00

hehehe~ woo! hehehe.. i have been so happy lately.. lesser fights with Him.. and we're getting better at each other.. hehehe.. eg. there was one time where he actuali need to get his project done but 12.am to be submitted thru email (he did it but wrong topic) anyway ya.. he suppose to be super stress.. den on that day.. monday i was stress too (lina u know what right i told ya) he was reali kind to me.. i mean he didnt even scold me a bit! usualli he'll have his bad mood cuz stres.. but ya.. i was super suprise that he was nice to me.. and he didnt even mind going out.. but have to be early home. he's super great! i'll remember that day for life.. hahaha... so anyway ya.. we are reali nice to each other.. for a week we didnt have fights.. and even if fights.. it would be a bluff3 thingy lah.. anyway today is great!! hahahah.. went shooping and spent $74 buckz on clothes! abt i think.. abt 7 blouses.. hehehe.. suppose to be 64buckz.. but ter take one extra! same more some more! tu lah too engross shooping.. he oso bought some tee shirts.. buy two onli.. hahha.. his fault anyway for going in THAT shop! sheesh n u didnt shop me.. hahhaha.. anyway.. cool day! luckily we call the shop and ask if we could change and the sales person said yes.. cool of him/her (him call the shop) hehhee.. love today and the past few days! love ya darl! (both of u..*wink*)

ME & YOU

2005-01-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

menim
Originally uploaded by freakdaze.

neway, ive been enjoying the photoshop lately. Thanx fad! hehehe... so fun to play with... learning to use the brushes and layers and all... hehe.. and did one wallpaper of us... hehe.. nice? not euf pics of us la.. so i keep using the same ol photos. nvm, next time mit must take pics k! hehehe... take care girl.. love ya!

oh wow!

2005-01-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

heehehhe.. havent been blogging i mean both of us.. getting tired uh? no lah no time.. anyway ur vcs i'll return them soon.. i love this long.. suit for me n Him.. he alwys tot that girls go for looks.. well some dun.. but looks are the 1st things lah.. but if good looks bad attitude.. i rather throw them right.. haiz.. i wish that ya, Him willl know how much he means to me..hmm..hehehe.. whateva.. i just blogging for the sake og updating! hahaha..

Some Friends Last A Lifetime

bye

Thanks sweetheart..

aRgh!!!! (kekeke)

Busy..

It's finally Wednesday.

wat a lonng plan!!

I Love Anwar Robinson!

who would have thunk?!

darn!

yoohoo~ im here!!

30 March 2005 rocks!!

Tell me what uh?

busdrivers are now getting cuter and cuter!

So long never blog..

oh..

yups! yups! u should too!

i think u shld go check ur body...

Never Get..

did u receive the photoshop?

B..O..R..E..D..

Wild Wild Wet!

*cough* *cough* too~

*cough cough*

Finally, it has ended!

I'm glad that the two of you read my blog..

I wish to..

To You, Him

Had Fun!

I wish i was a guy, or some people who doesn't need friends.

Where's me?

Wow!

weeeeeeee....

woweeeee

Yesterday..

Sucky Morning

okies, i'm being debarred.. kekekeke..

so here i am.. retyping again

Type a very long post and then..

Life's getting better~

ME & YOU

oh wow!

cough cough too~

cough cough